I want a dinner in cozy place with nice music. Not the loud one of course. A steak or pasta will be fine and lemon tea perhaps? I don't drink if you think about wine. And I want the beach. So much I miss it.

if it is true the message didn't reach me because that kucrit does not convey it to me then I hate that kucrit most.  I do.

I would like to say happy birthday to wify. Happy birthday with thousand of huges and kisses *uh i love that part * and I sure you I only kiss my fave spots .

Last night I allow myself for a little bit break. I know I deserve it. So there it was, I found myself got in the line for a The Dark Knight ticket. The movie itself is awesome. People say it is the best Batman movie was ever made and I can't say anymore but totally agree. Joker is the master mind, the way he organize chaos and spread terror reminds me to another master mind which is more powerful and brilliant, the old-nearly-dead-man Palpatine.


I found out how I love the way Fox and Alfred speak. Morgan Freeman still at his best, I wish Fox will still with Wayne Enterprise. It is true that the story is full of surprise, I must say Nolan is genius. He returns the dark aura and therefore, saved Batman. Above all, I love the "dark knight" idea. White knight is tied by rules but dark one is not. A dark knight can do more than a fallen hero.

I miss the beach. Miss the sea, the wind, the ocean's song. Miss them all. It's been centuries since the last time I went to the beach and my hungry soul is crying for it. Can we go to the beach and sit down on the sand watching sunset? I love to.


By the way, jumper is suck. Lucky me I didn't watch it on theatre. Poor me for spend 7000 rupiah for such a boring dvd. I still see Anakin Skywalker in Hayden Christensen. Of course David is not Bruce Wayne nor Mc Load, only a teenage boy and definitely not a man.  Funny that I didn't expect David win. In fact I was on Rowland's side. I guess I still prefer Hiro Nakamura for a teleportable-character.

I have a new habit from Monday through Friday, every 20:30 wib: turn on tv and switch to trans7, watching this series. But unlike when I watched Picard and the gank, this time I only watch the first and the last 15 minutes of the show. The rest I skipped. Too many drama. Clark remains stupid, Lois is like a bitch-rouge and Lana is more Luthor than Luthor.

dengarlah matahariku
suara tangis hatiku

*agnes monica - matahariku*


I'm not a fans of her, just found out her lyrics above touches me as much as my hope that had started fade away, slowly.

been busy like hell, I still do not have much time to blogging around. Designing system never be as simple as it seems. You have to take all possibilities into account and once you think you did, you find out later you miss one. And that one could change the whole design. Beside, you still have to do your research. Like I said, I miss Kamino clone technology.


I shall leave a comment here that how I wish SBY-JK go to hell as soon as possible. I shall remember them as disaster builder. Enough with the fuel hike, both had shown their capability as leader and I believe we should not give them a second chance, especially JK.


And I'm tired with all of those uneducated people. Unfortunately I get my hands tied, otherwise I would be happy to break that jerk's hand. Still have no idea how come they survive and never learn anything. I watched Alien & Aliens last night, and perhaps send all of those jerk into alien's lair is not a bad idea at all. They may learn something.


I passed my exam. Though it means nothing right now, still it is a good news.

You won't see me blogging around for a time being. I decide to take my leave. And this "a time being" could be days, weeks, months or years, have no idea yet.


I would like also saying that life is not just living in this world we knew. There's the after life, and there's a huge difference between both. So,


till we meet again.

it is hurt to discover the fact
that even in the farest point of my dreams
i still find you there

HEH! I hate working on Saturday!!!!!

If you have to choose between love or friend, which one will you follow? Sometimes people must encourage themselves to stand againts the crowd, not an easy thing to do but decision must be made. Though some people say that friendships are worthy hundred times better but perhaps, following love is not a bad idea. You may get hurt and end up with nothing but this way helps you grow up hundred times faster. Your life will be much much richer than before.


Call me stupid, fool, stubborn or whatever you name it for standing against the world for a reason. If you question me then you should remember that a hawk never flies in group.

saya merasa aneh ketika menerima ucapan "hepi valentine day" karena empat alasan:
1. saya tidak merayakan valentine
2. saya tidak merayakan valentine
3. saya tidak merayakan valentine
4. yang mengucapkan itu cowok berkumis tebal

as for me myself, valentine tidak berarti apa-apa kecuali coklat-coklat mendadak hilang dari rak pajangan di minimarket, tv menayangkan film-film romantis, boneka beruang pink memegang bantal merah berbentuk hati bertuliskan love bertebaran dimana-mana dan toko-toko menawarkan barang dengan nuansa serba pink.

You can always run and escape but running away will never make you win.
I guess it is true.

I know it's been a century since my last post. Well I simply have nothing to share except the truth that I desperately need the Kamino cloning technology to help me clone my self. Handling three-four projects at the same time will be much easier then.