I am thinking about a home weekend which means: no mall, no driving, no hang out and just being a lazy like a sleeping beauty. That's it, just being at home, play with my kid, watching tv *Wisata Kuliner hmm..*, make my self a soft ice or a glass of milk. I have four new dvds, it should be fine and I am also thinking that perhaps, order a pizza won't hurt anyone (but my wallet, of course).


There are a couple of things I want to do but I will never get it done if most of my time was spent behind the steer. I do need a time for my self and I want a breeeeaaaak. Can we escape to Y now?

I can smell the water in the air and hear thunder in the sky. Clouds are grey and soon get darker. Wind is strong and soon become stronger. I can't help my self from not painting smile on my face. The blue is spreaded out but in a strange way somehow, it also makes me at ease.


I love rain as well I love star. Far away in the little corner of my heart, there's a spot where I used to sit and gazing both of them, wishing this peace won't leave so soon. Rain never changes, and she remains beautiful as always. Welcome December.

New month resolution:
* Buy my self a good book. It can be a novel, a best seller, a biography and obviously not a teenlit, chicklit or another girl's stuff!
* Buy my self a bodyshop perfume * Heh, I deserve it! I still prefer Juba rather than Oceanus*
* Take a few days off and go to Yogya. *I desperately need a break*

dear rain
where have you been?
miss you so much
and i wonder if you miss me just as much

JK mengatakan kalau bangsa ini besar karena pengusaha. Ucapan sombong nan pongah ini segera ditanggapi dalam acara Republik Mimpi, bahwa tentu saja JK sesumbar demikian karena dia sendiri adalah seorang pengusaha.


Jika Chris Jhonson yang bicara, dia akan bilang bangsa ini besar karena olah raga. Jika mbah Maridjan yang bicara, dia akan bilang bangsa ini besar karena gunungnya (maksudnya: Gunung Merapi, bukan gunung-gunungan... ) Dan jika mak erot yang bicara...

My favorite spot in cafe or restaurant is always the one in the corner. Not the one near the entrance gate but inside. More inside. The deeper the better. It is not because I'm a shy guy but simply because I find it's not comfortable to move your chair (or your shoulder) to give a way to the new arrival guest while you are eating. Further, I can't enjoy the fun.


Reason number two, it gives me a chance to watch the others without being noticed. If someone catches you in the eyes, you can simply look outside, pretending there's something interesting out there. Yeah I enjoy playing the watcher, perhaps I've been watching you too, who knows?


I'm doing it for nothing but training my deduction skill. You may say I read Sherlock Holmes a lot. My conclusion may end up wrong but that's another problem. There's a time when I enjoy being the center of attraction but most of it I prefer to stay behind the scene. Like hollywood movie, I am the mastermind. You may be the actor and get the applause but I take all credit. And that's the most important thing.

If you wish to have steam bath then look for no more. Just get over here to our room and you will soon get sweat. The more your stay the more you get wet. While you take a bath you can surf the internet or playing any game you want and the best part is it's all free. Isn't it amazing? So why don't you come join us and open up your clothes? I would be glad to help *if you are a young-sexy-sensual-passionate-female, of course*


In other words, we have problem with our air conditioning unit and it's pretty damn hot here. So the bottom line is: anywhere but here!

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SO WHAT???!! George "War" Bush is just another sick man. Cursed him and his cowboy style. We already had enough typical kind of him. No need to have another one.

The more I listen the more I fall in love with Walking Away by Craig David. Damn, sometimes I wish it could be that easy to leave your problems behind. I have a strange feeling that something is coming. Have no idea what and when. Just a feeling, but I somehow feel that it will be good. *Amin*

Sudah enam tahun ini saya rajin menghadiri undangan dari berbagai vendor, entah itu product launching, gathering atau sekedar promosi. Venue-nya biasanya di hotel, setengah atau satu hari penuh. Dari pengalaman saya bisa mengatakan kalau event Microsoft selalu yang paling jor-joran, setting panggung paling wah, paling banyak pesertanya sekaligus paling ambrul adul dan jumlah makan siang/snack yang disediakan selalu kurang.


Dan saking banyaknya pengunjung, materi yang disampaikan jadi tidak jelas. Mau mendatangi stand-stand partisipan juga malas saking berjubelnya orang-orang. Waktu coffee break atau lunch adalah saat yang paling menyebalkan karena antriannya super panjang dan begitu tiba giliran kita, sebagian hidangan sudah habis.


Personally, saya lebih menyukai event dengan scope yang lebih sempit sehingga audiencenya secara alamiah sudah terseleksi lebih dulu. Enak, bisa duduk nyaman, suasananya lebih tenang, kesempatan bertanya lebih banyak dan tidak perlu sikut-sikutan kala antri makan siang. Lebih banyak ilmu dan trick yang bisa diserap. Intinya perut kenyang,otak pun kenyang. Untuk yang jenis seperti ini saya betah sampai akhir acara, sayang jumlahnya bisa dihitung dengan sebelah tangan.

kayla, dahulu dan sekarang

Happy Birtday My Little Girl...

My little girl, Kayla Nissa Aurelia....

hari ini tepat 1 tahun sudah usiamu..
tak terasa waktu berlalu begitu cepat ya Nak, tak terasa telah setahun ayah bunda
menikmati kehadiranmu di hari-hari ayah dan bunda..


tepat setahun yang lalu Nak, saat itulah kamu lahir ke muka bumi..
setelah melalui proses kontraksi kurang lebih 18 jam, akhirnya kamu pun muncul..
dengan tubuh mungilmu dan wajah yang lucu dan innocent...subhanallah
dan alhamdullillah.. hanya itu yang bunda ucapkan saat berhasil melalui semuanya..
tentunya dengan dukungan dokter dan para susternya yang sangat membantu bunda..
juga ayahmu & nenek yang tak henti-hentinya memberi dukungan di samping bunda...


Ah.. begitu cepatnya semua berlalu, seperti baru kemarin saja..
kini kamu telah lincah bergerak, kesana-kemari & sudah pintar 'ngerjain' ayah bunda..
tangis dan tawamu jadi satu, melengkapi suka dan duka kehidupan ayah bunda
kamu memberi warna yang Insya Allah selalu indah pada kehidupan ayah bunda dan
semoga juga untuk orang-orang di sekitarmu kelak..


Kayla sayang..
cepatlah besar Nak, jadilah orang yang menyejukkan hati bagi yang lain..
jadilah orang yang berguna, indah akhlak dan budi serta tinggi ilmu..
dan jangan lupa tetaplah selalu menjadi orang yang rendah hati di setiap kesempatan
karena setinggi apapun yang kamu capai dalah hidup ini,
tetap ada yang lebih tinggi dan sempurna dari semua itu, ialah Allah SWT


Ah, semua itu cumalah secuil harapan dari ayah bunda Nak..
semuanya tetap berpulang kepadamu, karena adalah kamu yang akan menjalani hari-harimu
kelak insya Allah sampai besar nanti...


Kayla, selamat Ulang Tahun yang Pertama...
semoga panjang umur dan selalu diberi kesehatan dan dilindungi oleh-Nya
kejarlah segala apa yang menjadi cita-citamu Nak..
doa ayah dan bunda akan selalu menyertai langkah-langkahmu. Amin.


8 November 2006, from Ayah & Bunda

I would like to say happy birthday for my lovely kid Kayla and her beautiful aunt Yanti and Novi. You know, you three can perform Scorpio Angels *I prefer that rather than Charlie's*. Bless you all and wish for all good things to you.

There was a power outage last night from around 6:00 pm to 8:45 pm, just about time when we arrived at home which meant: we need to take a bath, there is only limited water supply. We need cold drink, the refrigrator is dead. We need to relax, the air conditioner is dead and the air was pretty hot. Not mentioning the mosquitos. Therefore I would like to say bravo PLN, you fucking bastard. You do know how to serve your customer don't you? As the only electricity provider in this country with over 200 million ++ customers I can't believe your claim that you never gain profit and keep losing resource pretty much. May you burn in hell for your worst service level.

Your IQ score is 120

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Precision Processor. This means you're exceptionally good at discovering quick solutions to problems, especially ones that involve math or logic. You're also resourceful and able to think on your feet. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.

That's what the tickle said just a minute ago. I remember over 18 years ago I took another IQ test and the score exact the same match. I don't believe for this 18 years there's no improvement that I made.

kayla @ sea world, october 2006

This is exactly what had happened when you brought evelen months baby to a big-dark-cold aquarium:



Stopped by at souvenir counter, still fresh and excited.



Right after meal, started to sleepy and not longer after that: zzz..zzz..zzz. Well she simply missed those big sharks and giant ancient fishes.



Back to normal air, warmly sunny day woke her up. Fortunately that infant got no charge at all.

Surga memiliki beberapa pintu, salah satunya diberi nama Ar-Rayyan yang diperuntukkan hanya bagi mereka yang berpuasa dan tidak ada yang dapat melaluinya melainkan mereka yang layak saja. Mudah-mudahan saya termasuk satu dari mereka.

"Oli anda Top 1 juga kan?"
Puah!! Kiss my ass!!
Dunno why but I hate that tag line so much as well as I don't trust that brand.