Friday, August 29, 2003

usually people come to me and report "pak, saya ada problem"
an experience user will provide with adequate information so that i understand exactly what the problem is and what action should be taken. in this case i can make it clear in no time.


however a completed idiot-brain dead user will provide... n o t h i n g. as if just by saying "houston we have problem" i've already known how to solve it. do they think that i'm a sort kind of God?
that stupid @ss user

Thursday, August 28, 2003

waw!! mata gadis itu terlihat berbinar-binar. langit terlihat cerah dan bintang-bintang bertaburan didalamnya. "so many stars shines over there", she said. tidak seperti biasanya langit jakarta malam itu begitu bersahabat. sangat indah untuk dilihat. dia pikir malam itu akhirnya akan turun hujan, karena sejak sore tadi tidak biasanya angin berhembus cukup kencang. namun nyatanya lain.


gadis itu menengadahkan kepalanya kembali ke atas. lihat, katanya dalam hati. begitu banyak bintang. "satu.. dua.. tiga... ", gadis itu mulai menghitung. begitu banyak. dan hey, sepertinya ada satu 'bintang' yang berbeda dengan yang lain. dia berada di sebelah timur tidak jauh dengan yang lain. namum cukup mencolok karna sinarnya berbeda, terlihat kekuning-kuningan, tidak seperti yang lain. " mm.. apakah itu Mars, yang banyak ditunggu-tunggu orang hari ini?" , dia bergumam dalam hati.



--- stranger stars ---

sumthin' called a boss

i hate when finnaly i can concentrate to my work, then come unconvienence
sumthin' called a boss. it's allright if he come to you with sumthin' helpfull and supporting you in work. but what about if he come with another assignment during your target to meet deadline. can you put your mind on other tasks while inside have focused to one field which actually also urgent?


i always think how come sumthin called a boss can do that?
can he think it first then try to find another way in order to fulfill his need? can he think that actually we are not a machine that can work all the time continuesly without a chance to have a break. ooh please.. if you are a boss *or gonna be someday* please use your mind and also heart to treat your staffs. they are also human, just like you are ;)

Wednesday, August 27, 2003

get online!!

finally!! i get a chance to get online!!
fuhh... *sigh* i think i almost got the headache, otherwise some entartainment like this can secure it begore getting worse. i just finished reading and entering data of some questionnaire *a friend have corrected me the right spelling of this word* which have been fulfilled this whole week. get online! get online! get online before going home....
damn! another "enlarge your p*nis" e-mail. is not about how big or small, but it should stay proportional. beside, size is not the only thing in the game. hei, i still have lips, eyes, hands, tongue and of course voice


if my spouse asks for a bigger one perhaps i would simply say that it is upon on her and her fantasy. let it runs wild ;)
i HaTe SeNteNces ThAt CoMbIne SmAlL AnD CaPiTal LeTtErS lIkE ThIs OnE.


hard to read and makes my eyes tired very quickly. *man! how come they can write it?*
the owner would argue that it has been there to make it unique but i say it is fool and half mad, beside the quality of the opinion is much more important than the writing style. ABG suck. in fact it is obviously show how childish they are.


i wonder if they grow up, start a job and enter the world of professionals, will they keep that stupid style? i believe they will be nothing but jokes in the office.
why i feel so cold here... ::ngg::

Tuesday, August 26, 2003

when the world war II was over, one of the Germany government's primary focus was education sector as they realized if they didn't supply a high quality education for their people they would be lack of high quality human resources in the next 10-20 years. also, a well educated people is easier to be trained, to teach do and don't. they don't mind to spend a lot of money to produce excellent education system, hire the best teachers and start the R & D process.


how about indonesian? well, this fucking country took a totally different way to go. after the proclamation people were busy fighting for power, to be in the high ranking of local government state. even after they successed, they prefer to satisfy themselves instead of thinking about how to settle this country and make its people live happy and peacefully. they try to be a king instead of leader.


education sector is forgotten, corruption can be forgiven *actually, it is legal*, to get a project is about how much you can give, i really hate those f*cking birokrat with their bastard "kalau bisa dipersulit kenapa harus dipermudah" moral


pay attention to the traffic light. you'll find out many motor cycles stop in front of the stopping line. they are racing for the first seat so they can break up the red light if the road is empty. they don't care about the rules. bandits stopping you on street asking for 500 or thousand rupiah. bitch! do they think money is so easy to get? if you wanna some money that find a job or trade. i used to call them "manusia tanpa masa depan, sampah masyarakat". they deserve an electric chair.


with so many uneducated people what can we expect from this kind of notorious country? a piece of junk in Asia. nothing. here is where the strong wins. and the public figures or politicians can only talk. when Sony corp. moved out from indo what did the local goverment say? "Boikot produk Sony!" how stupid. doesn't it more important to fix the regulation and to teach those stupid labors not to ask too much?


last thing we heard about KIR test for each personal car and motor cycle. i believe the guy at related div are happy hearing that news. what do you think they think? another chances to increase income. we're talking about pungli here.


i wonder if those stupid high officers goverment have brain? let's say they have, i wonder if it still active and working properly? i wonder if they ever educated about good management and good government. i wonder if indo people ever trained to maintain public property. i've seen a residential complex with artistic fluorecents but too bad they are all broken. people said it was tukang ojek who did it. why? becoz they want to keep that street dark so people will chosee to ride an ojek instead of walking alone aside a big empty square at night.


stupid and greedy. that's just a simple example about how an uneducated people will act. they are led by insting not logic.


now what has the Germany achieve? Mercedes and BMW for example. how about indo? what has indo achieve? Timor. oh c'mon, how many people in the world who know Timor?


btw, speaking about Timor there's an old joke about where does this name come from. it is said that Tommy asked Tinton to test a new car he is willing to sell. after a test drive at Sentul, Tinton's first comment was "Tom, Iki Mobil Opo Rongsokan?"

killing time during office hours

i'm proud to say that i'm kind of people who really love to enjoy myself alone while working. while others chats each others *in real* and talking, talking and talking at leisure time during the office hours, then i prefer to do anything interested me. i prefer do my works to kill the time than do the above activities. oke, maybe it's not totally 100%, but say it 90%. yes, i did.


if i have pleisure time, then i will choose another interactive media to make myself happy and prevented from boring. reading nice articles or get involved in any discussion forum *in virtual* or maybe just browzing that's the way i choose. sometimes knowing yourself get connected to so wide wide world called cyber with a few information of yourself there and *this one i love much* not realized by all the real people around you, make you become soo.. mysterious. and i love that! ;)
i'll start my 3 days inner training by tomorrow morning. well i hope that the lunch is good and the snack is worth.


hei, sometimes we live to eat don't we?
as i walked out this morning, leaves touched my skin. i noticed it was wet. i looked around and found something that i didn't see for several months. a trace of fairy rain on the road, grass and roof. i looked above and saw a grey sky.


the rain must had came to see me while i was sleeping. i wonder why i didn't notice?

Monday, August 25, 2003

do you think we can build a castle with only a piece of brick?


then how come i can solve a problem with only a tiny little bit information? dodol!!
yesterday was my boss's birthday. it could only mean one thing: PAOH (pizza after office hour) oh yeah.....!
if you plan to ask me to accompany you, don't forget to register first at least a week prior to the day, then you'll get confirmation message from me.
if you're lucky, you'll have me at your service.


hei, what should i say? i'm popular *artis-status: on*

and now i hate this monday

How come i hate this monday now? i think the below points make sense for me :


1. i have to wake up so early *again* after get my pleasure for sleeping as long i want for the previous two days. still i have to prepare everything like make a simple for breakfast, checking my wardrobe for working today, bla.. bla.. bla..


2. still i get the traffic jam as i just moved from my boarding-house *6.35 AM* for catching any angkot to take me to the near bus-stopping-place. then, it's already 7.30 AM. but i was still trapped at Mampang Prapatan *sigh*


3. and now, arrived at my office desk *8.05 AM* the next assignment have waited for me. entering data of some quisionners which *too bad* some of them i have decoded at home om my holiday-sunday *ooh.. how dilligent you were Meg.. hua ha ha... *

i got an invitation to a free MS event. yeah the topic is hot but i believe it will be crowded and chaos. experience is the best teacher like the olds used to say

Friday, August 22, 2003

i think those worms are the ones who responsible for slow internet connection during the last days. it's just a worm, instead of Norton or Mc Affe or Trend Micro, why don't we use Combantrin? i think it will work better.. :D
i believe i must take care of U site also in a short moment. if so then i'll maintain three sites, three companies while i'm only paid for one. duh! well, at least give me something to make my mobile becomes easier.

and i'll be there...
i'll be your shoulder to cry on...
i'll be there...
i'll be your friend to rely on...



and above is another my favorite ones of tommy's
make my mind flying far far away a few years ago, around year late 80's, i guess ;)

picture this, you and me
walking down on white sand beach
we're holding hands
the warm wind blows, we are alone


*taken from Tommy Page - Paintings on my mind*

i don't know why but i love to sing this song this evening :)
i like pempek and krupuk kemplang with a lot of cuka. i like to put more chilie sauce on my burger, more pepper on my KFC. people say that i love hot. oh yes.... i love "hot"...........

Thursday, August 21, 2003

i notice that from time to time the traffic jam increases. several years ago, it only took an hour or less to go to place A. Now it takes almost two hours or more. poor to say, the condition of public transport isn't getting better. cih, i really hate this country.

Wednesday, August 20, 2003

OB : eeh.. mbak gemukan yah sekarang? *cengengesan style*
gue : aah masa' sihh.. ??
OB : iyah. dulu waktu pertama kali masuk sini kan kurus bgt.
gue : iih.. mas ini merhatiin ajaa sih.. *shy*



am i a little bit looked bigger now? *wonder*
mm.. kalo dipikir-pikir iyah sih. apalagi kalo dibandingan pas gue pindah kerja ke sini dulu. maklum dulu kan di swasta, banyak kerjaan and tekanan, wajar kalo kurusan. hahaha. emang sih naiknya kalo ditotal selama 8 bulan terakhir ini, 4 kilo ada kali yee? :D tapi gpp ah, emang udah gue niatin. yah, beberapa temen bilang sih bagusan gini. lebih seger diliat katanya. heheheu..


all right guys, as long as i can control my food, i will not be fat like others coz i think my body's metabolisme is quite good. that's what i guess ;)
slow internet connection. damn!
after my trip to this place, i found out that i can have more fun playing this game.


i've just completed two scenes and are creating even more fun :D
mie ayam.. nyam.. nyam..

Tuesday, August 19, 2003

ok here is how i made my weekend:


beng-beng, kora-kora *i wonder who is "Pak Edi" which they always spoke about*, bianglala, wing's discovery, Mc Donalds, istana boneka, spinning mug *i forget the name*, lorong sesat, niagara-gara, arung jeram *i got totally wet*, beng-beng *again* mini roller coaster, a cup of pop mie, merry go round, fucking Indonesian cabs , a home made ketoprak, Tomb Raider: the cradle of life, mie ayam baso + es teh manis, sleeping, eating, Star Wars Episode II: Attack of the Clone VCD, Roller Coaster Tycoon. bang! now get back to your work.

Monday, August 18, 2003

how the weekend goes

three days-off from working! cihuyyy!! instead of going home to my second hometown, jogja, i decided to spent it by having a lot of fun and games at DUFAN.


we, 10 persons, finnaly get a time to spend the holiday together. six persons, including me, are co-workers. the rests are my buddy's girl friend, 2 others are other buddy's relative and the other one, bulbul.


it's almost about 11.30 am we arrived there after 15 minutes driving from Atrium Senen. It's not as crowded as i thought before, coz seemed that other people might preferred Sunday or Monday to go there, instead of Saturday. we played and get involved in so many wahana there and the most important thing is that we all enjoyed our crazy togetherness, at least in my opinion. a lot of fun, laugh and smile, that what all we got from there. some pictures of them will be posted here soon ;)


Friday, August 15, 2003

go to Blok M at night above 22:00 wib and you'll find a lot of chickens. i'm not talking about food but lady escort. some are smoking, some are joking, some others just watching at the passing cars hoping for a client. most of them wear sexy shirt. if you are driving a luxury car, sure you'll get their attention. if you are handsome, good looking and don't mind to spend a lot of money for fun, i'm pretty sure you'll have no problem to have one of them in your car.


i met a girl once when i was waiting for my bus. white, tall, sweet and dressed up like a career woman. she glanced at me and suddenly somehow i had a baaad feeling about this.. *like most all of Star Wars characters used to say*. from the way she walked and acted i though that she might be one of those night ladies, looking for a customer.


oh my, if only i don't mind about making sins........

engaged, are you?

gue udah sering diserang dengan pertanyaaan ini *ato lebih tepat pernyataan kali* sama teman-teman kantor gue. "engaged? lu udah tunangan yah? eh bentar lagi mo merit yah?" dan sederat pertanyaan-pertanyaan menggelikan lainnya.


you know what the reason? it's only because of my ring on my middle right finger ;) tadi pagi aja salah satu temen kantor mulai iseng. dia salamin gue and ngocol ke yang lain dan bilang: " eh, si meg baru aja tunangan tuh. selamatin dong! ayo-ayo". dan akhirnya yang lain pada ikut-ikutan datangin gue sambil nyalamin. hahahaha..


gue tau mereka hanya bercanda tapi mungkin juga sedikit bertanya-tanya perihal cincin yg gue pake."eh, pasti udah ada nama pasangan di balik cincinnya kan?" hahaha. i'm starting laughing and smiling. maybe coz there's some diamonds on my rings then they all thought the same thing of me. diamond always believed as serious commitment, doesn't it? ;)

Wednesday, August 13, 2003

don't know why.. how i really love to see this picture on my pc's screen



sopir bus dudul!!

fuhh. pagi-pagi dah bikin kesel. yang namanya sopir bus angkutan umum tuh kenapa sih suka ugal-ugalan. pas brangkat taid pagi aja tuh sopir seenaknya ngerem mendadak. mana pas dah mo nyampe senen malah ngebut dan bis sempet oleng gitu.
huhhh.. gak pernah mikir nyawa orang luh yah? dasar dudulll!!
to test a search engine, order the search engine to search for it self. ie, using Google type the keyword Yahoo and click search. you'll get about 97.300.000 result.


now using Yahoo, type the same keyword (Yahoo) and click search. you'll get about 49 result for web section and 4791 for directory section.


meaning? Google knows much better about Yahoo than Yahoo itself. oh my fave Google. how can i live without you? :)

Tuesday, August 12, 2003

yup! the database transfer ran smooth. it's been an hour since the new server went online and there's no complain yet. i hope i can go home right now.
we will move the entire database soon. i hope that everything runs properly and smooth or this will be a hard day. damn, how will i get home?

Monday, August 11, 2003

cih! i really need a car !

Sunday, August 10, 2003

akhirnya selesai sudah *fiuuuhh* seminggu terakhir gue lewatin di sana dan just one word: cuaaaappeeeeekkkk !! i still have one day more for my exam but i still have no idea what should i prepare for tomorrow. there are 10 items to study and they are all bored. i think i just need some rest. tapi sekarang ada yang mesti gue temenin, tanen sih...

Friday, August 08, 2003

gosh...! i'm tired and not feel quite well. all i wanna do now is laying on my bed covered with my rug
i love this yellow-lazy-greedy-funny cat :)


a new server. fresh from the oven.

still empty. no data no configuration setting yet. so, what are we waiting for? attaaaaaaaaaacccckk !!

Thursday, August 07, 2003

i don't know why do i become very cynic about this country. perhaps i've been disappointed for a long time. hoping that this fucking country could get better but the politicians never change their habit.
For those who say “I’m proud to be indonesian” do not say “I’m proud to be indonesia because it’s a beautiful country, kindly people, strategic geographic position, lot of natural resources etc…”


But instead, say it like this below:


“I’m proud to be indonesian because it is one of the most corrupted country in the world and the local government always denied it, because you have to pay an extra charge for administration if you want the officer processes your request, because you only need to have 250 million rupiah to be registered at a well-known university, because its political only cares about the next elective and how to impeach the president, because the local government only knows how to increasing taxes and rates to improve income instead of hunt down the white collar criminals, because you only need to be a high school graduate to become a president, and even if you are a prospect, you still can be a president.”


“I’m proud to be indonesian because it has the most highest prices for cars among the known countries in the world though its GRP is not that high, because for all things you do here, you will be charged for an added value tax by 10% or more, even if you win a prize you still have to pay although it’s not you who choose to win, because here you can buy the law if you have money so no need to worry about spend a night in ‘rodeo hotel’.”


“I’m proud to be indonesian because it is a fucking country and keep fucking all the time.”


That is what you should say.

Wednesday, August 06, 2003

i still feel dizzy and lanquid. oh my! :( i know i should taking some more rest
my brother bought a complete set of the 2nd trilogy of Star Wars. currently we have episode I, II, IV, V and VI. and they are all original! yipeee :)
i believe that one of MTV's biggest mistake was to employ Edi Brokoli as VJ. he has no selling point except his hair style. he has no talent, not smart, not funny, not humble and tengil. i'm glad that his contract with MTV has ended.

btw, speaking about MTV, i miss Donita
i got ill and my doctor advised me to take a rest. so i spent the last two days at home like a lazy. eating, sleeping, watching tv *sinetron suck*
oh my, can you imagine a life without e-mail and internet? :)

Sunday, August 03, 2003

if i can order a leaf to fall
what if i order the falling leaves to follow you on every step?



received 03.08.03 08:31:28
if i can walk on the bottom of the sea
would you like if i bring you a pearl?
if i can walk on the top of the rain
would you like if i bring you a piece of rainbow?



received 03.08.03 08:10:49

Saturday, August 02, 2003

what a week

starting from tuesday morning as we finally began our training camp, joined very very boring class *some part of them i guess*, did some sports and exams which make me feel like have been lived for thousands years. and i still have another one week to go. oh my!


the good thing is that i'm not the only one who get this 'nightmare'. beside many good new friends i got there, guess what? so many good looking-handsome-cute-nice guys i could saw there. at least good for my eyes, prevented me from felt to sleep ;) heu he he ...

Friday, August 01, 2003

why does it take ages to open this page? arrrrrrrggggggggg !!!!
i got a colic. duh :(