my husband's b'day

hallu semua.. after long time off, we finally back again!
hehe, tp jgn keburu seneng dulu, soalnya blum tentu juga postingnya aktif.hehe


oya, hr ini cuman mo nulis moment tepat 1 hari yg lalu.
it's 29 Des 2004. my husband, hawk's birthday!
ya walopun tidak ada perayaan besar-besaran, cuman sempat beli potongan kue tar lucu, sekedar buat rame" acara tiup lilin dengan keluarga di rumah.


hanya doa yang tulus dari istri tercinta yg dpt diucapkan disini:
semoga Allah SWT selalu meridhai dan memberkati keluarga kita..
semoga Allah memberikan panjang umur dan kesehatan bagimu..
semoga selalu dilapangkan dalam rejeki, mencapai karir yg bagus..
semoga selalu dimudahkan segala urusan..
semoga menjadi pemimpin dan suami yang baik bagi istri n kelak anak" nanti..
semoga bisa membentuk keluarga sakinah mawadah warahmah..


happy belated birthday, honey!!

misspoken?

when a misunderstanding come, what should yo do?
it's hard to solve when you get a misunderstanding with others, especially with your mom. i know that woman with her age now, have a very sensitive feeling inside more than us. to explain the detail n clarify anything will not help at all if both of us, still not in emotional controlled.


it's still a beginning of the day, and i'm not sure whether i have a mistake in speaking or what? it's still ramadhan, and i hope Allah always help us to control ourself much better than before. coz it has really ruined the morning mood. misspoken. ughh!

small notes

well.. at least what we've planned was quite well-arranged.though some badnews come, and we're feel so sad about one close relative we called 'uncle' who passed away last sunday.


the main plan run quite smooth. there's so many times to complete the rest. then, finally decided one nice stuff too. i know there's so many things have to be completed and arranged well. at least we've done some part. wishing so much hope and help from Allah. without him, whatever we've done is just nothing.

last saturday

mm.. sebenarnya hari ini udah bete duluan, perihal acara kencan mingguan harus digeser hari minggu besoknya. duh, tau kan rasanya, udah ngebayangin sabtu pagi mpe malam dirumah aja, bengong, soalnya malez juga jalan sendiri. alasannya, si bapak hawky ada "urusan" sedikit dan kebetulan make appointmentnya sama si agent cuman bisa sabtu. oh well.. begitu deh, udah malez"an aja bawaannya.


truzz.. iseng dah sms si bapak. nanyain gmn dengan "barang" barunya. tapi-tapi.. kok gak ada jawaban yaa..? aduh apa lagi nyobain the new stuf? mm.. rada-rada cemas juga sih. tus coba nelpon ke rumahnya, Om bilang lagi keluar. nah lhoo? makin bingung khan? coba sms lagi, tp gak ada jawaban juga. duh makin worried aja deh. akhirna ampir sekitar jam 1-an karena penasaran dan pulsa buat call gak ada, gue putusin buat coba nelpon lagi via wartel.


dengan rambut yg masih agak basah karna abis keramas..gue keluar deh, cuek dengan celana pendek selutut dan baju rumah menuju ke wartel. eh.. baru buka pintu pagar dalam kost-an, samar-sama gue liat mobil avanza parkir di depan. trus.. trus.. kok yg duduk dibelakang kemudi sekilas kok mirip kakak yaa..? *binun style Mode: ON* orang itu kayaknya lagi megang HP gitu.. dan ternyataa... oalah itu memang kakak!! terbukti hp gue bunyi tanda ada sms masuk. it must be from him, to inform me that he's here now.


well, what a surprise!!! sementara gue cemas gak tau juntrungan takut dia kenapa-napa, ternyata kakak langsung dateng ke kost-an dengan his brand new stuff!! huhuhu.. cie.. cie.. jadinya mo pamer boil baru neh?? hehe. i know, he's dreaming of this stuff since a very long long time ago, and now he proudly present his own car to me! well, congrats ya dear. hope this stuff can be work optimally for you and kakak selalu dalam lindungan Tuhan ketika mengedarainya. Malamnya sekalian ngisi bensin n dinner, gue juga ikut ngerasain gimana senangnya naik boil baru.

you can consider this as official statement.


i believe i have enough blogging around and honestly i'm tired maintaining this site alone while actually this is designed for two. i have shared you all though, stories and complaining and tell you the truth i'm getting bored each time i open this page i only see nothing but my post. it seems that i'm the only one who busy keeping and guarding this site while the other poster only sit relax and watch and do nothing. i'm sick and it is totally unacceptable.


if this site is made for two then the two should maintain it. together. not one. not a single person only. not me alone. so i'm retired now. not forever. only for a time being. i want to see this page is fully completed by the other contributor before i start writing again.


however, this decision is not final. under certain circumtances and in very special case i may blog something, but believe me it will be very rare. i might still found in comment and shoutbox but that's all. thank you.


rgds
hawk

haluu.. i'm back

hehehe.. after so many times, finally i write sumthin' here again.
aduh.. mohon dipersory yaah.. lama gak nulis. soalnya tau sendiri mood ngeblog tuh rada ilang. gak tau napa. bingung apa yg mo ditulis. ditambah lagi nih 2-3 minggu terakhir rutinitas di kantor lumayan sibuk. kerjaan yng dikejar deadline, lembur ampe malem, ditambah bolak-balik ke DPR sejak minggu lalu.


oh well, nyokap juga kebetulan mampir ke jakarta minggu lalu tepat seminggu sebelum pemilu. jadi ceritanya, nih body capek banget. capek fisik karna harus kemana-mana n pulang malam mulu. untungnya waktu itu nginep di hotel di daerah cikini temanin mama. then dilanjutin nginep lembur karna kerjaan di hotel sahid sudirman.


everything going well finally, meski fisik dan psikis agak menurun. hehehe. oke deh, segini dulu yaa.. ntar kalo ada mood or cerita baru, nanti nongol lagi. hehehe. *kabur sebelum dipentung hawky*

what will happen if i take leave for a couple days or if i go off? one thing i know for sure: this site is dead !!!!!!!!!!!

i seek challenge. i need it. office is now so boring without it. i don't need thing that can be completed in no time. i need more than just daily back up, user checking, user training, design analysis. i don't need uncertain project -just do your part and next month we'll see if it can go on-. let's sit together and talk about a big, sophisticated, powerful and very useful project. let's make a leap not a step.


days run so slow. and i wonder what is time doing now. does he sleep?

i believe i have to stop my desire to this gadget. the reason is very simple; i can't lost in the middle of conversation just bcoz the battery is dead. and what the hell on earth that i have to bring a back up batt every where i go?

i've been waiting for so long and i don't want that stupidity tiny little barrier prevents me from passing through.

lady - kenny rogers, still - lionel richie, all at once - whitney houston are best listened at night inside a dark locked room. place the rain falls sound outside as a plus.


and now it seems that this is more likely MY blog instead of ours as most of the post are mine, mine, mine and nothing but mine.

a long time ago, in jakarta far far away...

some people are so damn stupid
and only bego people would apply the orang-kecil-orang-besar idea while slicing the problem.
and only fucking goblok people would die to defend the "orang kecil selalu benar dan boleh melakukan apa saja dan harus dimaklumi" idea.

you can try to resist
try to hide from my kiss
but you know but you know
that you can't fight the moonlight


deep in the dark
you'll surrender your heart
...


you'll-surrender-your-heart.... now that's cool!

i was back from lunch when a red card is waiting on my desk. an invitation from the past. funny that they spell my name wrong. funny that it doesn't hit anything inside here any more. funny that i feel that this kinda a stranger couple that i never meet before. how many times you open an invitation and read the name and notice that you are not familiar with even one of both name and wondering if you ever known the sender and then you are busy to remember where the hell if you ever met this people?


not a chance that i'll be there.

as you all might have been noticed, i am the single writer in this blog. well, the truth is out there, ups i mean, this site is maintained by two persons but it seems that i'm the only one who blog and blog and blog day by day. now it's not mean that i'm unhappy with it, but i believe however, if this site has two contributors and they update it frequently, it can be more colorful.


well i hope that that runs smooth as we've been waiting for so long since the age of diponegoro and it would get me mad if this time it fails. i know somebody is gonna be hurted.


and oh ladies, just curious, which one do you prefer: this or this or this? this one is not bad either. i think this one is nice as well as this one. and this one is quiet funky, though.

Which OS are You?


damn. i was hoping for MacOS!

say we have a server application. that's it - an application put on server and therefor can be accessed from any pc as long as you are connected to network.


but oh but, i find out that there are so many stupid-bego-bloon-goblok- users who think that they can only open that application from a certain pc just becoz they used to use that pc for so long.

dear you,
how are you? and what are you doing now? i've just finished my lunch and the friday-prayer. now i'm sitting back on my desk all alone in this room as the others are still having their lunch. you know, it is friday and the lunch time is a little bit longer than it used to be. to make the air a little bit crunchy i turn on the mp3, listen to glenn and ada band. actually i wanna hear that song, the song when you took me to a hot-closed-sweat night in stadium. despite the feel-like-burn-in-hell, that song reminds in my mind long than you expected. oh well, i guess i must satisfied by hummering it as you still haven't find it yet.


you know, it is funny sitting alone in this room with a half opened yellow pack cheese cracker beside me. hoping that you might call somehow. now it plays iwan fals, damn this guy doesn't lose his manly touch although he sings a love song. sometimes i love this silent. a perfect companion to think and dream.


oh well, it is almost 13:00 and i must get back to work. well, actually i do not have urgent things to do today. yes there are some but they can wait. i think a little research on exchange is enough for today. i'm just waiting for the 17:00 after all.

it is funny that i don't feel excited welcoming the independence day. it is just a day like normal day. the only benefit is it gave me an extra holiday. perhaps i don't care anymore about it as this fucking country never gets better and those fucking politicians are keeping busy about "what else we should do to fill in our pocket" while actually their pocket are already full.


perhaps, you may find it is interesting that i almost forget that august 17th is our ID. if only i didn't see flags all along the street, i wouldn't notice that this fucking bastard country is celebrating its birthday. and if the year 1945 is not the year where the WW II ended, i guarantee i will forget that the proclamation took place at that time. the only reason for remember 1945 as a great part of history is hiroshima and nagasaki.

i know you know that i know that you know.
should i explain it?

serba salah deh

me : bu..katanya kamis depan (mendadak) mau konsinyiring/rapat di bogor..Saya kebetulan akan ambil cuti, karena adek saya wisuda..
mrs.boss : iyah saya dengar begitu.. kamu acaranya hr apa?
me : hari kamis bu..
mrs.boss : ya udah, jumat langsung masuk khan?
me : wah.. kebetulan saya mo sekalian ngurus SIM, dan lain-lain bu.. (makanya tadinya gue mo ambil cuti 3 hr gitu lho buu.. pegimane siih..) *sambil menggerutu*
me : ya.. nanti pekerjaan saya selesaikan dan saya titipkan ke B (sbg bahan masukan diskusi)
mrs. boss: nanti saya yg atur. yang ngatur pekerjaan khan saya.. bukan kamu.
me : tidak.. maksud saya data bidang pendidikan yg saya kerjakan bu.. %@$^*&%% (dengan hati setengah dongkol n gak enak mendapat jawaban yg agak ketus)



duhh.. suseh deh.. ngomong ma ibu boss.
ceritanya gini, sedianya sejak awal gue udah rencana mo ambil cuti 3 hari buat minggu depan karna adek cewek gw yg paling bontot akan wisuda di graha sabha UGM tgl 19 nanti. nah berhubung itu hr kamis, makanya gw mo ambil cuti skalian *aturannya min, 3 hari* eh.. tp mendadak ada usulan dari boss untuk melaksanakan konsinyiring aka rapat/brainstorming slm 2 hari di bogor pada waktu yg bersamaan!! duh.. gimana ya? pasalnya gw udah merencanakan ini jauh-jauh hari. kasian juga khan adek gw wisuda cuman didampingi ama mama doang. well, 2 kakak yg lain khan di makassar dan gw pengen turut hadir untuk ikut membesarkan hatinya. tapi, setelah minta ijin ibu boss dan dengan jawaban dia yg mengiyakan namun terlihat agak berat gitu.. kok rasanya jadi gak enak yaa...

while he was sleeping..

aduh enakna baringan di rumah,
cuba ya itu warung blog dijaga n diposting,
masa kakak mulu yang posting :toeng:
mm.. acara gosip jam brapa ya?


received @10:57


duuh.. gini deh kalo si bulbul lagi atit.. kena diare lagi. tadi malem sms katanya dah 4 kali ke 'belakang'. eh taunya pagi ini dah sms lagi kalo lagi 'leyeh-leyeh' di rumah. hehehe. eniwei, get well soon ya dear..

the bonded zone project is our last hope for peace.
it failed.
during the president war it becomes something greater.
our last, best hope for victory


for you who is a B5 fans, you must be familiar with the sentences above. well, what we face right now is typically similar except we don't have the mighty white star fleet.

i found out that i'm quickly losing my temper when dealling with idiot user which always makes common mistake although he had been told before from time to time. seeing him working and complaining somehow it forces me to believe in darwin theory.


the one that always make me angry is that he always blame the system while actually it was his fault. i often yell to him, can't hold it for he keeps disturbing us for the same problem each time. it is hard to understand why is that the others had succesfully ran smooth while he is still left behind.

i got many comment about my ym status. well, sadly to say that i have to "hibernate" it for a time being which that i-do-not-know-it-my-self. it all started when we re-designed our network structure and coz we wanted it to be more secure, we modifed the our site installation, placed antivirus and firewall. the firewall blocks all high-risk ports that can be used to penetrate our LAN from outside. and unfortunately, ym used the port which is categorized as "black list" and must be closed due to security reason.


can i open it? i might find a way but to do it meaning remove all barriers from your gate and open it wide enough to invite unwanted person to come in and destroy your kitchen. *why kitchen? why not the rest room? and where should i pup if it is destroyed? in the garden among the flower? very funny *


beside i'm a shy guy after all *put that look-who's-talking expression away, will you?* and i prefer to hear instead of talk and sometimes i have no ide how to continue a dead lock conversation and i don't talk a lot and and i enjoy sit and watching and gazing and make a silence assessment of the person in front of me.


beside i'm cool *can be hot if needed* and hate publication coz i can't yell at that bastard pengendara-motor-brengsek-yang-seenaknya-menerobos-lampu-merah-dan-jalan-di-trotoar-dan-nyenggol-mobil-orang-lalu-kabur-tapi-kalo-disenggol-marah-kayak-gorilla-kehilangan-pisang-dan-suka-jalan-di-jalur-yang-berlawanan-karena-mengira-kalo-mati-bisa-hidup-lagi if i'm popular and every body knows me and every woman will get histeria sindrome if they see me at ex-plaza and they will tell their friends later. *omg!!! ketemu mandra di ex!!! cakep banget!!! *


so i guess that's the reason why my ym sleeps all the time.
now if you execuse me, it's already ashar and i haven't do something yet.

twenty eight

sometimes i think that my life goes in a quite low speed.
i have had a quite good and prospective work, middle financial status and had some experiences go through Indonesia and abroad. i have a good-sweet-nice lovers, as well as my dream n wishes. but still, sometimes i got the time when i compare it with others. litle cute kids, house, vacation, or what the call as family soul. though, Insya Allah, it's also our dream to go to that next step and arrange our life in the future..


well, God have a his own plan for everybody in this world. so, why don't we just pray to the God and thanks for everything he gave to us? during the whole 28 years my life untill this day, once again i say my deep thank you to you, My Lord!

that project is stuck. damn.
the other one may not running smooth as it was expected. another damn.
it is when we deal with people. damn. (again).

setting up a printer can be an easy thing to do like snapping your finger but it can also turn into nightmare if the printer itself is @#@#@! or you must connect a high-end printer to a peninggalan-jaman-jepang-nan-bobrok-yang-mestinya-sudah-pensiun pc.


and i've just spent approx. two hours try to perform those all with only 90% succeded. time consuming and suck.

if i share you my story then listen. pay a little attention and learn to appreciate the story teller unless you wanna ruin the good thing.


and q-mail is a mail server application just like ms exchange and like its rival it can be customized to send automatic response to any condition. a mailer daemon message is not always mean the delivery has failed. it could meant anything. read the message carefully before complaining, stupid. *can't hardly hold not to chide it*


and oh, i hate "omg!!!! ketemu bertand di ex!!!!cakep banget!!!" stupid girl with stupid thinking.


somebody eliminate her from this world plizz..

ketahuilah hai manusia, tiga kenikmatan primitif yang diberikan Tuhan-mu padamu:
1. tidur
2. seks
3. boker, beol, eek, pup atau apapun kau menyebutnya.

 

ketiganya mempunyai kemiripan dan pengaruh masing-masing. hal-hal yang mirip seperti sound effect misalnya, tidur sambil mengeluarkan suara gergaji memberi kepuasan yang paling tinggi ketika kita bangun serta kondisi tubuh yang paling segar, meskipun mengganggu tetangga kiri kanan.

 
seks pun menjadi tidak seru bila tidak diiringi suara-suara pertarungan yang gemuruh. ibarat dua pasukan besar yang bergumul di tanah lapang, selalu ada suara pertempuran yang menyertai. mungkin sedikit rintihan *ketika sedang terdesak*, mungkin sedikit lenguhan *ketika desakan musuh semakin hebat*, mungkin sedikit hardikan *ketika posisi berbalik menjadi di atas angin dan datang kesempatan untuk balas menyerang*, mungkin juga teriakan kemenangan ketika akhirnya tujuan serangan tercapai. bayangkan kalau pertempuran berjalan tanpa suara seperti film bisu, di manakah letak kenikmatannya?


 
boker juga tak kalah hebohnya jika ditimpali sound effect yang sesuai. mungkin permainan terompet sebagai pembuka disusul gebukan drum atau perkusi ibarat derap marching band yang lewat. lalu ditimpali dengan suara kecipak air yang membuat permainan menjadi lebih alami dan seru. kadang-kadang *tapi jarang* terdengar suara si dirigent memberi perintah jika tempo orkestranya dirasa terlalu lambat dan menyiksa. cuma jangan harap perintah diberikan dengan kalimat yang jelas, karena kesibukan mengatur permainan biasanya perintah cukup dikeluarkan dengan isyarat dengusan nafas atau erangan atau ngedenan bunyi-bunyian memang membuat ketiga kenikmatan di atas menjadi lebih menggigit.


 
yang kedua adalah keringat. tiga kenikmatan di atas menjadi lebih nikmat ketika disertai keringat yang mengalir. tidur yang berkeringat membuat badan terasa lebih segar ketika bangun, seks semakin seru dan bergairah jika dibantu keringat. sifatnya yang basah memudahkan eksplorasi medan dan melicinkan permukaan yang kasar. *ehm!*.

 
pup pun terasa lebih bermakna jika keringat mengucur deras saat mencoba menjadi OM (Orkes kamar Mandi) tunggal. jika tidak sempat olah raga untuk mencari keringat, cobalah lakukan ketika pup. hitung-hitung membakar timbunan kalori tubuh yang jarang digunakan.
kepuasan yang dicapai tergantung dari kualitas yang dihasilkan. masing-masing memiliki parameter sendiri. tidur berkualitas dicapai jika tubuh sepenuhnya beristirahat, tidak ada mimpi ketemu monster, tidak sebentar-sebentar terbangun, dan jangka waktunya pas. tidak kurang tidak lebih.


 
seks berkualitas membutuhkan kerja sama yang baik dengan rekan kerja yang dipilih. langkah demi langkah prosedur yang ditetapkan menentukan hasil akhir yang akan dicapai, termasuk di sini time schedule-nya. berapa lama masa pengenalan medan, berapa lama masa eksplorasi *dan apa saja yang dieksplorasi*, berapa lama masa persiapan sampai akhirnya masing-masing mulai melancarkan serangan


 
adapun boker berkualitas ditentukan pula oleh raw material yang digunakan. terlalu banyak material yang berkategori merah dan panas seperti cabai, merica, lada atau material yang berkategori kecut seperti asam, cuka dan sejenisnya akan menghasilkan produk yang encer. dan biasanya produk seperti ini tidak bisa ditampung lama di gudang finished good, maunya minta cepat-cepat diekspor keluar.


 
material dari keluarga simooooh, sikotek-kotek atau keluarga besar sihewani lainnya menghasilkan produk dengan kepadatan tingkat tinggi seperti halnya penduduk jakarta. berlawanan dengan produk di atas, produk ini susah sekali diekspor, untuk mengeluarkannya dari gudang finished good butuh perjuangan keras.


 
material berkategori hijau menghasilkan produk terbaik dengan tingkat kepadatan paling pas. produk ini dapat diterima pasar dengan baik dan pengurusan ekspornya pun tidak susah.


 
selain nikmat ketiganya pun memberikan efek positif pada manusia. tidur mengembalikan kondisi tubuh, seks selain membakar kalori juga memuaskan jiwa raga dan mengasah ilmu biologi sub bidang anatomi tubuh manusia kita sementara boker membuang racun dari tubuh dan mengurangi berat badan. coba timbang berat badan anda sebelum dan sesudah boker, umumnya selisih satu sampai dua kilo...

 
oh, just tip of the day after all

i'm sched to attend an outsite meeting after lunch and another meeting at U site by tomorrow morning. so that i live from one meeting to another. and i hope it is worth, at least i can go home earlier.

 
i already had a hard days during the past few weeks so i hope i can have a little more relaxing-enjoyable-not in rush-lazy mode-week end. i'm thinking about some pizza, ice cream and good vcd or books and coffe. i want good sofa with good food where i can sit for hour or two. and later go home and have some thriller-horror-sci fi-movie.

 
i'm still trying to figure out how this thing can work. and i begin getting bored with this one.

How to make a "Meg Riany"

Ingredients: 1 part jealousy 1 part brilliance 3 parts beauty

Method: Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add sadness to taste! Do not overindulge!

Username:

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

ya Allah Engkau Yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang
mudahkanlah segala urusan kami ringankanlah rintangannya dan ringankanlah pula ujian-Mu
singkirkanlah kebathilan itu dari kami dan hapuskanlah jejak yang ditinggalkannya
lapangkanlah rejeki kami selapang lautan yang luas
dan berilah kami selalu nikmat sehat hingga tiba saat Engkau memanggil kami kembali

 
ya Allah Engkau Yang Maha Perkasa
lindungilah kami dari orang-orang yang memiliki niat jahat pada kami
kuatkanlah kami dan jauhkanlah kami dari azab-Mu.
lindungilah hati, tubuh dan pikiran kami dari godaan syaitan yang terkutuk
terangilah dan lapangkanlah kubur kami ya Engkau Yang Maha Penyayang
dan selamatkanlah kami dari api neraka

 
ya Allah Engkau Yang Maha Pengampun
ampunilah dosa orang tua kami
dan ampunilah dosa kami
hindarkanlah kami dari sakit berkepanjangan dan kembalikanlah nikmat sehat yang kau angkat dari kami sebab sesungguhnya segala kesembuhan itu berasal dari-Mu
peliharalah kami selalu dalam naungan kasih sayang-Mu
karena dari-Mu kami berasal dan kepada-Mu pula kami akan kembali

if you use e-mail and you set your message to be sent in plain text or rich text format then you can only place nothing but text. there's no way you can insert emoticons or smilies. so the sentences:

 
got you! :D

 
will remain as the way it appears. picture will be sent as attachment.
but if you set your message in html format, you can do more rather than just placing words. you can place smilies in your message. so the sentences above can appear like:

 
got you!

 
this works with e-mail program such as ms outlook or outlook express. dunno others. actually i still have some works to be done but it can wait . 

 
heh, i don't have the mood to continue that stupid-small-tiny-worthless-egosentris-project. stupid user with stupid habit with stupid idea. a perfect combo if i may say. i find out that the project at U site or helping set the system implementation for those new stores are much more interesting and challenging.

 
i also believe that i need to practice my kissing skill or i'll become rusty. so honey, what if i lay you down on my arms and touch your lips with mine?

so now here i'm back and i still not feeling well. still have some pusyeng-pusyeng and lemas-lemas and mual-mual and eneq-eneq  i relly wish the clock can run like lion on fire and suddenly it reaches 16:30.

 
i knew that i have many many fans here *uhuk* and they certainly can't lose me even for a single day. i think i need to choose someone to become my young padawan -and my dark apprentice as well.

 
i become hungry oftenly and i believe it's good to have some black pepper chicken or silrloin steak or iga bakar masak madu along with a big baked potato and salad and ice cream for dessert. i know that i have the taste.  anybody kindly enough to become my sponsor? i must save after all.

 
btw, i forget what i want to write thx for that stupid user who knew exactly when to interrupt.

a big hug for my hawky..

*HUGS* TOTAL!give hawky more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own

good aunty

wiken kemarin ceritanya memenuhi kewajiban sebagai tante yang baik *apa coba*
ceritanya begini. konon..hmm.. nope, serius. gini, kurang lebih 2 minggu lalu tgl 5 juli, kakak ipar berserta 2 ponakan cilik gue dateng ke jakarta dlm rangka liburan. mereka nginepnya di ciledug, larangan.  padahal nih hari sabtu itu dakuw lagi di daerah ciledug juga lhoo.. cuman berhubung mereka datengnya jam 1 siang, dakuw tidak bisa mampir ke rumah mereka. soalnya pagi-pagi khan kudu nyoblos di TPS *warga negara yg baik*
 
 
nah.. berhubung daku biasanya juga keluar tuh hari sabtu doang.. minggu berikutnya gak bisa lagi deh ketemu. pasalnya, sabtu depannya daku bersama hawky ke mangdu cuci mata dan minggunya biasanya buat istirahat. soo... akhirnya baru direncanakan ketemu ya hari sabtu 16 july kemaren. itu juga karna mereka minggu malam udah mo berangkat balik ke makassar, soalnya si nadia *the biggest one* udah masuk sekolah lagi hari senin ini.
 
 
trus..trus.. si kecil adeknya, Fariz, abis ultah yg ke-1 tahun ditambah Nadia kata papanya rangking 8 di kelasnya. so, sebagai tante yg baik ya harus dateng dong dan tentu saja membawa kado. akhirnya sabtu kemaren berangkatlah tante meg kesana. janjian ketemu dengan dokter hawky di Tomang Tol Swalayan, yg gak gitu jauh dari rumah mereka.
Sampe sana.. si Nadia nongol.. bukain pintu. sebenarnya baru kira" sebulan lalu kami udah ketemu, waktu daku dinas ke makassar selama 4 hari. Begitu ketemu si Fariz, eh dia dah bisa jalan! tapi tetep aja, dia selalu nangis kalo mo digendong ato dideketin ama orang asing *gw msh termasuk asing soalnya jarang ketemu*
 
 
disana kita cuman sampai jam 1 siang. abis itu lanjut naik patas AC jur. senen. waktu itu nyarinya yg pake AC entah tujuan mana, soalnya tau jalan ke arah blok M pasti udah macet jam segitu. jadi, meski macet khan masih dingin ini. hehe. gak taunya tuh bis 44 liwat depan plaza senayan! ya sudah, pucuk dicinta ulam tiba, langsung aja kami turun dan ngadem n cari makan disana.
  
  
 

ok so we have a fucking vendor who think that they are everything in this world and they asked us more than they should and they feel they have power for a foolish stupidity reason. question now is: what should we do??
 
 
kill them!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
 
i might add that the mail problem is still far from over. and it kept us busy for the whole morning while actually i'm not feeling quite well. and it also gives me a headache and make us grumble for some weird problems with some unexplaining reasons.
 
 
and as you all can see doneeh is return, however last time i logged on to their site and made some changes, there were still some annoying stupidity bugs which i can say very simple but critical. thing that you should be able to avoid if only the qc does its job.
 
 
some users have their mail account back, some haven't and that coz the phone keep singing for the whole day. heh, i wish it could sing like andrea corrs *she's still sexsyeh anyway*
 
 
as i said above i don't feel well. i still feel pegal-pegal and linu-linu and some badan sakit-sakit. i know i should lying on my bed , watching tv and play with my nephew but when profesional calls *jayuz.com*, it's hard for me to run away.
 
 
but now what i'm doing? i'm blogging around and stuck in this small little cube  messy room in a far place west side at java island. btw honey, i'll be in my room by 19:00. so don't forget to come with that white lingerie or the combination of that semi transparant red two pieces. you still owe me a striptease remember? i believe that hip hop music will be the best background for the show

after hundred of tries, trial and error of install install and install again and again, the six hours struggle ended up in a good result. we were successfully brought the mail server back online. viva us! but it is only for a time being after all, till the new one is purchased. we are setting up a back up server plus asking for a temporary pc to support the half-destroyed-almost dead mail server.

good news:
i don't have to check out the C site today


bad news:
i have to check out the C site tomorrow. woooooaaaaddddddddooooohhhhh


our mail server is badly damage and desperately needs replacement and what did they say when we propose the quotation? "kan masih bisa jalan, pake aja itu dulu"


now you see when your mail doesn't work and lost in space.

and if they think they can install their system in our environment, they are obviously wrong!


this is our territory our region our kingdom so be nice and do not play fire with us.


and i shall check out the C site by tomorrow morning. wuaaaadooooooooooooohhhhh

i could never understand why is it life can be so unfair. you helped people and by the time you need help they are only standing watching and do nothing. instead they are requesting more and more.


sometimes i wish i know nothing about sin, hell and heaven so that i can do everything necessary to achieve my goal. with your parents can't help and asking for your understanding, while you are desperately need help i can say you are totally alone. it is just you save so many life from a drunk titanic but you are left behind. and people that you saved are busy with them selves and forget about you.


i'll be totally surprise if i can get pass this through. i have no idea how i can get extra resource. fuck them all. i hate them. i do.

i'm doing some experiments with another shoutbox provider. yep doneeh is back but its site still under maintenance and most of the posts are totally gone can't be tolerance for a public provider.

i'm looking for doneeh replacement. it must be free and can be self customized. smilies or icon supported is a plus. any candidate anyone?

i got a tiny purple mark on my finger, yes ladies and gentleman i vote. *plok.. plok.. plok..* and who is the lucky person who got my valuable-very critical-very important-the one and only-precious-vote? sst! it's a secret. secret makes a man man.


well honestly i don't care who will be our next mr. president as long as it's not that fat-stupid-dumb-careless-megawati or that sinner-cruel-antek cendana-wiranto or that bullshit-cheerleader-no brain-big mouth-hamzah haz.


one thing i love from the election day: the traffic is outstanding!

beautiful life

i almost missed the 3rd episode of this kimu taku's new dorama played in Indo. sure, if only i did't change the channel by accident, i will miss the whole story of last night episode. he's one of japanese artist i love most! maybe coz i don't know much about other artists, or it could be becoz his last dorama, titled: long vacation is very very impressed me.


well, let's see what's Takuya Kimura brought now with. he looks not as sweet as before, though. the hair highlited in brown color now.


well, i think this's just one style difference than before, but he looks like totally changed! a little bit "kusam" in my opinion. very different with his previous black color which shines his bright color as asian people. but still, no matter with all that stuff. we can still enjoy the good looking and cool style of him anyway, right?



so don't miss it guys..
@ indosiar 21.oo of thursday!

if doneeh continues break down for the next several days, i'm gonna move to another shoutbox/tag board/board message -whatever you call it- provider.

before:
target specification:
name: Konro
genre: soup
size: small
characteristic: hot, pepper, wet, meat.
best eaten with: warm rice, fried onion, slice of lime and sambal
favourite companion: teh botol + ice, ice tea, lemon ice tea
fee: 13.000 ++


a perfect companion for hungry people, imported from Makhasyar, a small planet located in Shu la whe sy star system. easy to make people fall in love with and addict to it. best importer known is D.Tata. although its look can deceive you but the taste won't lie. primary target for the next military operation.


after:
operation specification:
operation mode: total attack
operation purpose: let no one alive
leader: general hawky
operation time: approximately 50 minutes.
additional support and aid: none
on field supplement equipment: sambal and more sambal
result: success

meals for the weekend

wiken kemaren kami memenuhi hasrat kami untuk makan makanan kampung gue. well, karna udah lama juga gak ke Daeng Tata, sampe-sampe ngebet banget pen makan disana. hehe. oh well, perjalanan lumayan mulus, en sampe disana langsung deh kita pesan menu favorit masing-masing.







hawky choose sop konro n dakuw milih tata ribs as always. sebenarnya sih gue juga kangen ama coto makassar, tapi porsinya sedikit sekali, takut tidak kenyang. maklum, udah jauh-jauh dateng, masa' makannya cuman secuil aza? tapi kalo 2 macem juga bakal kekenyangan euy.







eh kangen juga ama menu-menu spt: nyuk nyang (bakso ala makassar), ifumie, dan es pisang ijo. namun, karna jatah perut cuman segini ya udah buat laen waktu aja kali yee. gambar-gambar disamping dan dibawah adalah makanan yg kami pesan disana,lengkap before and after was eaten.