Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Several notes:
#1. I hate that kucrit on top of others, for some reasons that I my self have no idea what they are. Perhaps time doesn't heal the wounds.
#2. The invitation now turns reaaaaaaaaaally annoying. You should learn to take "no" answer.
#3. It is the third time our network down and it really pissed me off. Does the word "being professional" mean anything to you?

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Some people are really annoying. Do you understand that in this case "no" equal to "stay away from me"?

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

The fairy rain has dropped by. It was only a minute but it is enough to bring me at ease. Suddenly I miss December. Miss the cold, the wind and the blue.

Monday, October 19, 2009

I have no intention to attend the event so stop asking me to come. While everyone is get exciting, I'm having totally different mood. I hate that silly dress code idea and I hate that silly gift idea. Can't we just sit together and say "how are you?"

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

sometimes I just don't understand why does on earth that people have to look for some companies if they wana go out for lunch. Who's starving anyway?

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

If you live in Jakarta and do not own car or motorcycle then you'll find it's hard to complete your day.

Friday, January 16, 2009

"saya tidak kalah, hanya kurang suara"



*sigh* Pathetic. All I could said was: what kind of loser are you? And she still wants to run for president (again?) If she wins the election somehow then I know I was right that there's something wrong with this fucking country.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

here's the case:
1. your printer doesn't print
2. your IT support is only 30 steps away
3. all you have to do is just walk there and call for help
4. your IT guy will come and help
5. isn't it simple?


So why did on earth you call us which is 30 KM AWAY from you?!!! Some people! I believe they deserve a re-format.

Monday, December 01, 2008

Hello December

Friday, November 21, 2008

There is blue here. Deep down inside. And I can't stop my self from repeat I'll be All Right (Anggun) again and again. It seems that I am on street, standing next to an old-dim-light-street lamp with the dark is all around together with the falling snow. A lonely feeling, but somehow it delivers a drop of peace that makes me feel at ease. I know my month is around the corner.


Hello December.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

There is only me and my winamp in this messy room this morning. Sometimes I love this silence, help me refresh my mind and think better. Wish it won't last so soon.

Monday, October 20, 2008

I HATE D'Massiv. I really do. Hate their songs. Hate their lyrics. So pathetic and if you listen to them more than a hundred times, they will make you wonder what's the best way to commit a suicide.


Their songs teach you nothing but how blue your life is. They take you nowhere but to the nearest grocery shop to buy dozen packs of tissue so you can continue crying. And at last, they make you ask how much the rate of Monas entrance ticket so you can climb up and jump and by the next morning, you'll be on tv. 

Thursday, October 09, 2008

If an application runs properly on client A but crash on client X, that's what we call bugs. And if bugs are so hard to trace they turn out to be very annoying. And if they are so hard to solved, they make you want to kill someone. Bugs causes are vary: it can be the data, the coding or the engine. All in all, they end up in the same result, a hope that the stupid machine we called computer can be a little bit smarter by fixing all bugs itself.

Friday, October 03, 2008

I am in Y right now, spend the Eid-ud Fitr holiday. Now do not think that this Y is my hometown, the only reason I am here is simply because I need fresh air. J sucks. Beside, Y is an unforgetable city and I always love to come back.


Yet, Y changes. And I an slowly miss the Y that I saw in the first time.

Friday, September 12, 2008

sebenarnya perjalanan hidup manusia dibagi tiga: di dunia, kubur dan akhirat. kalo anda bisa membaca tulisan ini berarti anda masih ada di dunia, dan berarti anda masih bisa melihat lawakan garing saat sahur di tv. layaknya perjalanan, sebaiknya kita membawa bekal. jika kita berjalan di dunia maka soal bekal bukan masalah besar. selama ada uang kertas atau uang plastik, kita bisa membeli kebutuhan dasar hidup (makanan, minuman, pakaian, henpon, pulsa etc...) di mana saja.


tapi jika perjalanan kita sudah berpindah ke alam kubur, ceritanya menjadi berbeda. di sana uang tidak berlaku. tidak ada yang menjual dan konsekuensi logisnya kita tidak bisa membeli soto mie bandung jika lapar dan es teler 77 jika haus. hal yang sama berlaku di alam akhirat. berbeda dengan dunia, di dua alam terakhir itu kita tidak bisa membeli jika butuh sesuatu, juga tidak bisa membuat sendiri jika ingin.


segala sesuatu yang diperlukan untuk perjalanan di dua alam terakhir hanya bisa disiapkan ketika kita masih berada di dunia. yang sering dilupakan orang, perlengkapan untuk perjalanan di alam kubur dan akhirat berbeda 180 derajat dengan perjalanan di dunia.


di dunia, kita butuh uang untuk beli bensin *jika naik kendaraan sendiri*, butuh uang plus senyum *jika naik taksi*, butuh uang plus sedikit kesabaran *jika sedang antri KFC saat lapar berat tapi ibu-ibu di depan sibuk menelepon teman gosipnya cuma untuk bertanya, you mo paha kanan atau kiri?*


di dunia, jika bepergian kita butuh ransel atau travel bag untuk memuat baju dan koleksi under wear. kita butuh bahan bacaan untuk teman menunggu waktu boarding yang luaaamaaaaaa. kita butuh henpon agar bisa kelihatan sibuk sms saat duduk menunggu kereta.


tapi di dua alam terakhir, kita tidak butuh uang. atau henpon. atau ransel seharga 150k di cihampelas bandung. di dunia, jika lapar atau haus kita tinggal menghubungi mbak pramugari yang akan mengantarkan semangkuk indomie rebus dengan topping telur dan sedikit sawi hijau plus segelas es teh manis, tapi di dua alam terakhir puasa kita yang akan menjadi penghilang lapar dan haus.


di dunia jika baju kita sudah saatnya diganti, ratusan kios ITC siap melayani tapi di dua alam terakhir, amal kebaikan kita yang akan menyelimuti tubuh kita. di dunia jika jalan yang ditempuh rusak dan bolong-bolong *padahal sudah taat bayar pajak* kita bisa dengan mudah memilih rute lain. di dua alam terakhir, sukar-tidaknya jalan yang dilalui tergantung pada ibadah kita di dunia.


kubur bisa menjadi tempat yang sempit, dingin dan gelap atau tempat yang terang, luas dan hangat, terserah keputusan kita selagi berada di dunia dan surga itu mahal.