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hmm.. my pc was getting suck again this day :( also the i-net connection. i only can finished about 5 documents today. ihiks.

if crying the only thing that can represent the pain inside me, then how much tears will flow to the ground? thousand? millions? to bad, coz i don't have any after all. i still smile. i still laugh. but all in pain :(

suddenly i just miss my previous friendship...
i miss all that moment..all that days..
i miss all that nights.. :(

still in the office today :(
btw, finally i met engi and rascall last night! heu-he.. :-)

i don't know why, but seems that everything could not the same as before :(
a trusted friend i used to believe before and share all my problems could do like this to me. how come a friend could do this? :(
do i mean nothing even as a friend? how come?

i got it! mm.. wish me luck to the next step! :-)

winter's sonata in the morning......
mm.. how beautiful!! so relaxing...
make my heart and the days goes so smooth...

some people could be change so easily.
so wonder. how could they do that?
so where all the great point i used to adore from them?
lost? disappear? just gone like the wind... :(

a reason
a reason i never expect of
a reason i didn't understand either
a reason you will never know
a reason why i care about you
it's a simply reason from the past