I have a new habit from Monday through Friday, every 20:30 wib: turn on tv and switch to trans7, watching this series. But unlike when I watched Picard and the gank, this time I only watch the first and the last 15 minutes of the show. The rest I skipped. Too many drama. Clark remains stupid, Lois is like a bitch-rouge and Lana is more Luthor than Luthor.

dengarlah matahariku
suara tangis hatiku

*agnes monica - matahariku*


I'm not a fans of her, just found out her lyrics above touches me as much as my hope that had started fade away, slowly.

been busy like hell, I still do not have much time to blogging around. Designing system never be as simple as it seems. You have to take all possibilities into account and once you think you did, you find out later you miss one. And that one could change the whole design. Beside, you still have to do your research. Like I said, I miss Kamino clone technology.


I shall leave a comment here that how I wish SBY-JK go to hell as soon as possible. I shall remember them as disaster builder. Enough with the fuel hike, both had shown their capability as leader and I believe we should not give them a second chance, especially JK.


And I'm tired with all of those uneducated people. Unfortunately I get my hands tied, otherwise I would be happy to break that jerk's hand. Still have no idea how come they survive and never learn anything. I watched Alien & Aliens last night, and perhaps send all of those jerk into alien's lair is not a bad idea at all. They may learn something.


I passed my exam. Though it means nothing right now, still it is a good news.

You won't see me blogging around for a time being. I decide to take my leave. And this "a time being" could be days, weeks, months or years, have no idea yet.


I would like also saying that life is not just living in this world we knew. There's the after life, and there's a huge difference between both. So,


till we meet again.

it is hurt to discover the fact
that even in the farest point of my dreams
i still find you there

HEH! I hate working on Saturday!!!!!

If you have to choose between love or friend, which one will you follow? Sometimes people must encourage themselves to stand againts the crowd, not an easy thing to do but decision must be made. Though some people say that friendships are worthy hundred times better but perhaps, following love is not a bad idea. You may get hurt and end up with nothing but this way helps you grow up hundred times faster. Your life will be much much richer than before.


Call me stupid, fool, stubborn or whatever you name it for standing against the world for a reason. If you question me then you should remember that a hawk never flies in group.

saya merasa aneh ketika menerima ucapan "hepi valentine day" karena empat alasan:
1. saya tidak merayakan valentine
2. saya tidak merayakan valentine
3. saya tidak merayakan valentine
4. yang mengucapkan itu cowok berkumis tebal

as for me myself, valentine tidak berarti apa-apa kecuali coklat-coklat mendadak hilang dari rak pajangan di minimarket, tv menayangkan film-film romantis, boneka beruang pink memegang bantal merah berbentuk hati bertuliskan love bertebaran dimana-mana dan toko-toko menawarkan barang dengan nuansa serba pink.

You can always run and escape but running away will never make you win.
I guess it is true.

I know it's been a century since my last post. Well I simply have nothing to share except the truth that I desperately need the Kamino cloning technology to help me clone my self. Handling three-four projects at the same time will be much easier then.

Lucas Entertainment ltd says that they will move Star Wars from movie to tv by launching Star Wars: The Clone Wars by the end of 2008. This will be a 100 episodes 3D CGI tv series. The series focus to Clone Wars which is take place between Star Wars: Attack of the Clone and Star Wars: Revenge of the Sith. Seeing the trailer, this should be full of sophisticated starships, light-saber duel, gunfire, starfighter combat and of course the drama.


Check out the trailer.


My comment? I want my cable tv!!!!!!!

Dalam cerita klasik Sia Tiauw Eng Hiong yang diterjemahkan menjadi Kisah Memanah Burung Rajawali, di ujung hidupnya Genghis Khan membanggakan wilayah kekuasaannya yang kala itu meliputi Asia Tengah, Asia Timur, sebagian Timur Tengah termasuk wilayah Iran, Irak dan Kuwait sekarang serta sebagian Eropa termasuk sebagian Rusia, Polandia dan Hungaria. Temujin bertanya adakah kerajaan lain yang bisa menandinginya


Putra-putranya menjawab tidak ada tapi Kwee Ceng, pemuda berkebangsaan Han yang tumbuh dalam asuhan Khan, balik bertanya ketika seseorang meninggal berapa luas tanah yang ia dapat? Temujin, The Great Khan dengan muka masam karena mengerti bobot pertanyaan sederhana itu membuka dua telapak tangannya selebar badannya.


"Seluas apapun tanah yang kau taklukkan Khan yang agung, pada akhirnya yang kau peroleh hanya seluas tubuhmu," berkata Kwee Ceng.


Tidak ada yang senang mendengar perkataan itu tapi tidak ada yang bisa membantah kebenaran kalimat Kwee Ceng. Beberapa hari kemudian Genghis Khan meninggal. Setelah menaklukkan berbagai wilayah dari timur hingga barat, akhirnya hanya tanah seluas tubuh yang ia miliki. Itu juga tidak jelas dimana lokasinya.


Maka lebih ariflah memandang dunia ini.

Percaya pada-Nya? Yakin kalau tidak ada kekuatan melebihi-Nya? Bahwa semua terjadi dengan izin-Nya? Bahwa Ia adalah Yang Esa dan baik-buruk adalah kuasa-Nya? Dan setelah berusaha maka segala urusan diserahkan pada-Nya?


Lantas kenapa kalian masih percaya kalau kejatuhan cicak atau menabrak kucing berarti sial atau nasib buruk? Sejak kapan peruntungan kalian ditentukan oleh seekor binatang? Lalu kenapa pula kalian masih membuang sesajen ke laut sebelum berlayar? Pada siapa sebenarnya kalian percaya? Dan apa perlunya sebelum pergi kalian menatap atap rumah agar nanti bisa kembali? Sejak kapan susunan genteng dari tanah liat buatan manusia berhak memutuskan seseorang bisa kembali atau tidak?


Dan kalian masih bertanya kenapa bencana terus menerus datang.

Cobalah menyetir malam-malam, saat lalu lintas tidak lagi ramai dan intensitasnya sudah turun. Tidak perlu ngebut, jalanlah santai sambil menikmati jalanan yang kosong dan kerlap-kerlip lampu kota. Putar musik bertempo lambat dengan lirik yang menyiratkan asa yang ingin dicapai.


Dalam kesendirian malam tiba-tiba rasanya sepi sekali.

I miss the sea. miss the wind. miss the wave.
sometimes I wish I can catch them all in my hands
for everytime my loneliness comes
I have a place to be at ease


and I won't be bothered by a little fact
that wherever I go
deep down inside here
my heart is still missing you