finnaly today, we all are legalized as government cervant. after one year waiting, after 2 weeks short training, after passing some experiences outtown with others, etc, etc.. finally we all are the same status with the others. congrats! and so the hours left today hope will be fun since it will be passed in the second hometown.. let's get the long weekend!

forget your routine and user's complain. forget your project and deadline sched. pack up your bag and go buy some snack. it's time to fun. let's go to Y...

kantor sepi banget. mana badan keknya gak enak banget hari ini. idung meler terus, pala agak anget. duuh.. pening. makan juga gak napsu banget. pen pulang aja.. bubu di rumah.. tapi ntar kebanyakan ijinnya. selasa besok khan mo rencana ijin lagi related to rencana ke jogja... mmm...

this lady said:
Kalau diperhatiin, kayanya bertolak belakang gitu deh. Gw juga jadi ngerasa sepertinya hidup gw setengah2, nggak total gitu. Kadang kesannya alim, kadang kesannya bandel. Apa karena gw gemini ya? *lho apa hubungannya??? ya... kembar tapi beda sifat gitu looo*


i said:
this is what will happen if we install two different systems on the same brain, especially if the both are enemy-till-die against each other, ie: Windows vs Linux. they will try to dominate their rival which will cause an unstable personality and configuration setting on the installed brain.


the solution is simple, simply remove one of them and stay with a single system only. but be careful, before you start pls check if there's any kind of autoself destruction device. if you find one, make sure it is disable before continue with the uninstallation wizard otherwise your brain will lost its config file and you may need to search for a brand new O/S which will end up in totally different with your current personality setting.


and this girl said:
Tapi selalu ada pertanyaan dalam hati gw, kalo aja ival gak pergi waktu itu...pasti saat ini juga, kita akan sama dengan apa yang gw dan aa going through. He'll be planning for our marry, since he already purposing me just 6 month after he go. Walaupun waktu itu dia ngomong nya only by phone, tapi dia selalu bilang, kalo dia kalah cuma karena dia gak ada di sisi gw. And i'm sure...i know who will win my heart if only they were both in my side at the first place..i will know...


i said:
this is what we called WYSIWYG - What You See Is What You Get method. a very popular method among the romance software developer. since it's virtual it's obviously more interesting to pick up. since you have decided to stay with the selected picture, i would suggest you to erase the old one that you've been dropped down. you can use the erase command or simply press delete button while holding the shift. otherwise the old picture will stay behind as a shadow image and haunt the entire picture.

congratulation hawk! you are now a MCDBA. you have proven your skill in using Microsoft product and tools technology and recognized by the world as one of the expert in database community.


now don't get cocky and remember that there's still a long path to go through. this is only the first step and the beginning of something bigger.

it's kinda a lit bit quiet here. some staff were having their turn, three days training, at Bidakara. some others have important periodic meeting at Millenium Hotel. noticed that nowadays are not so much activities in works, till around April i guess, so here we are. the rests are just stay at the office. without so much tight schedule or assignment in works like it's used to be along the end of the year ago.


and just like me, myself, with much much leisure time of doing nothing. unless, as you know, activities like blogging or YM or browsing just like now. the good thing with this kinda cozy, quiet, and relaxing atmosphere like this, i do have a good time to write down what the hell in my mind. nothing special actually, but i do feel like it's so easy to express whatever i'm feeling right now.


one thing that make me become so confused today is about my need to have my own mobile not-so-expensive-smart-machine. i've decided to buy this one. knowing that my budget is only about 5-6 million rupiahs. but then it comes to ruin my mind when one.. no! it's two friends, said that it's worthless to buy such that junk stuff. oh my!


fortunately, a lovely-surprising-lunch date 2 hours ago with bulbul, make the day become so easier. forgot my confuseness today and also the flu i've just got, but that surprising gifts from him, as usual! mm.. thanks dear. and also congratulation for passing the fourth exam!

what a night! one naughty bird was so annoying last night. . noted that it was my very good time to fall a sleep. sending me some 'messages' that make me can't stay to close my eyes. naughty.. naughty bird! just wait, till i can't give you back one 'sweet' revange, honey!

finally the annual profit is given just now! i don't know yet how much the amount, but seemed that the old staff complain that it might be are not fair, as usual. mm.. i think i can give some comment till open 'it' at home.


updated 26 Jan @ 8.19 am :
mm.. seemed that what one co-workers said was true. the bad things, 'it' even less then they received a year ago. much different then what i hope actually. but anyway, alhamdulillah. better less then nothing, right.

shit! i hate when a plan doesn't come together

speaking bout ergonomic and easy to use, ericsson is suck and nokia is outstanding.

one common problem working with labor is welfare becomes a very sensitive issue and how easy for them to launch demo against management. before you judge, you should notice that not all of their assertion are make sense. there are however, some those which make no sense and can cause more damage to the company life cycle.


i saw my desk calendar and soon realized that there are so many mark, meaning that my sched for Jan is heavy. along with the installation of the new systems, it successfully created a complicated projects-hundred complains-hundred errors-tight sched-lack of time-but the show must go on january!


now i think a 3.5 hours in theatre is good for my brain, escp if it is used to watch arragorn and the black riders.

check out this


here i quote some:

Kebanyakan warga hanya ingin mencoba bagiamana rasanya naik ’barang baru’ bernama busway itu. Seorang ibu rumah tangga bernama Ita dari Ciganjur, Jakarta Selatan, mengatakan, ia dengan enam anggota keluarganya sengaja datang hanya untuk mencoba busway. "Pingin tahu aja. Kan rame diberitain, kita lihat di tv, lagi pula gratis," katanya.



and more:

Orang-orang terus memaksa masuk. "Mas, tunggu bus yang berikut saja. Ini sudah penuh jangan masuk lagi," kata penumpang yang berdiri di pintu. Yang mau masuk menjawab, "Jangan masuk gimana sih. Wong ini gratis kok."



my comment? norak, kampungan, undicipline, stupid, brain dead, barbar, idiot once idiot forever, typically indo people, like animal just follow their instinct and have no respect to other citizen rights. i think there's no much we can hope from a junk-stupid-fuck-low edu-must be sent to the farest jungle in africa where there's no need to queue- people like them. it's about culture after all.

oh well, if bus way can solve the problem in jakarta, so let's do it! i'll sure join with!. yeah, speaking that damn-so bad transportation in Indonesia, expecially in this metropollis city, i agree if there's a transportation system which can reserve the customer *passangers* very well, at least say it, cukup manusiawi. let see the small case i just got this morning. the first bus said: "kosong, ada bangku di belakang", but then it results with: i must just stand up along the way to the next bus stopping with dongkol feeling inside. then, move to the second bus, oh God. what the next annoy?. the bus 'ngetem' for about almost 10-15 minutes. i don't see if the driver waited for another passangers till quite fully loadedf unless that they actually waited for another bus. forget what actually the reason, but it make me dongkol setengah mati with some complains out from my mouth. bla .. bla.. bla.. then, it's over. is it over?? No!! the next is that the damn driver again 'move' us to another bus when the bus not so full in people. Ooh.. God! during 1 hour along the way to office in this *should be* lovely morning i should yel and very very dongkol *again* inside here. ooh.. what a morning!

sometimes i wonder what if we can choose to whom we want to fall in love with? though it doesn't matter if the person feels the same way but we might only choose the one who love us as much as we do. coz no one wants to have a broken heart.


and we might pick the one which is: good looking, intelligence, good sense of humor, slim, tall, white/black/red/brown *which one you like*, rich, honest, loyal, take care of us bla bla bla.. coz everyone wants to have their dream prince/princess.


but as human, we have no such that ability. we can control our emotion but not our feeling. furthermore, how do we know that person loves us if none of us make the first move. once we get a positive signal, we would be able to decide either to go on or to leave it.


sometimes i wonder what if we have the ability to see if this relationship can continue or will end up in tears. therefor there'll be no more broken hearted people, yet on the other hand we may lose something, a chance to make ourselves stronger and be a more mature, wiser person. though pain is hurt but it helps us building our characters and mental.


i often found myself smiling alone while reading someone else's love story. it's a fun after all, regardless its ending.

i like to say to all of you who consider yourself as a webmaster: never ever ever fill your page with suck script that need to access certain ActiveX control of lib file.


okay light script is ok but not a heavy one. it makes the page so damn slow and oftenly doesn't downloaded completely. and trust me, instead of making your site looks better it felt very annoying. i found it here and another one here and i'm not happy with it.


i configure my browser to prompt if there's any script wants to run ActiveX control in my local HDD. if it's unsafe then forget it. i choose to have a healthy system instead of letting anyone sneak into and do something and it all ends up in a crash boom bang of my WinXP.