You are Aurora from Sleeping Beauty!









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ladies and gentlemen, please welcome your secret admirer. the one that love you and caring for you but prefer not to let it out and stay in silent. some mysterious messages or missed call from unknown number might be the sign of their appearance.


or they could be someone you know well, quite close and often hanging out together but instead of telling the truth they choose to hide their true feeling since it can ruin everything among you two as once love gets involve, nothing will stay the same as they were before.


so open your heart and look around. you may have one without you even ever dream about it.

look what stuffs the staffs at my office will take home as bingkisan lebaran about 2 weeks later:
sirup Marjan 2 botol, minyak goreng 2 lt, gula pasir 3 kg, blue band 2 bks, biskuit Khong Guan 1 kaleng, Astor 1 toples. and one of my co-workers said like this:" wah, repot bawanya!! gue mentahnya aja dehhh........."

thought some people think it's hard to speak with smurf, me myself on the other hand find it's not that smurf like they smurf. those creatures smurf with language by what so they called "smurf language". i used to smurf with them once ago but after i smurf their village and lose contact with smurf, i admit it's a little bit hard to get my smurf being spoken with this smurf again without having a funny feeling while smurf it. am i gonna smurf it anyway? dunno. thought smurf is not that smurf but to smurf is just another smurf thing. i was smurf to add this smurf in my cv.





by the way does anybody smurf what i smurf?

it's all about the money. HUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a jerk wants CD room which is also a DVD plus CD RW installed on his PC. in addition, he also requests for a CD burn software and Video Editing. but this idiot even didn't know how to plug monitor cable into its port. so what is the use of all those advanced tools if he has no capability to use them? plus he has no intention to learn. i might add that his kid is just like his father. completely idiot. and so they perform a perfect combo. dumb and dumber. duh.


if i may, i like to suggest that jerk to up grade his brain and stop acting like a big big boss and understand his limit, beside it is not a wise move to give an angkot driver a Mercedes Benz.


one more thing, if you manage computer for your team better spread it based on user not job. and that's what confuses us when she requests to purchase a new PC. her team is only has 6 member while they have at least eight PCs. consider that every one is facing their own monitor there are still two PCs idle. so what the hell does that requested PC come for? stupid girl. never make a dedicated PC since it will be a huge waste of money.


we've been quite busy the whole day. good thing i guess so i didn't have time to sleep.

Blackeyed Bulbul (Pycnonotus barbatus)

This Bulbul is a very very common resident and is found from Arabia to the Cape. Fond of gardens, bulbuls readily come to feed tables. Feeds on fruit, insects and nectar. Very vocal, the bulbul gives loud alarm calls when danger is present. Nest is a neat cup made of twigs and grass lined with hair or soft materials.


so.. that above what they called as the real bulbul?
mm.. seems different with the other one here, huh?

it's getting closer to maghrib time when i passed the street during the way home. some people were taking a break for a while along the pedestrian street. buy some tea bottle, mineral water, or whatever for breaking their fasting.
well, these is the condition happens in a cosmopolitan city, called Jakarta. when most the time are passed on the streets on the way reaching the final destination of the day. even in a bulan ramadhan when people most likely to enjoy it with their lovely family, in a place called home.

it was 22:30 and my bus still got stuck in the traffic jam. somebody held a dangdut show and the audience ran over the street, plus every intersection in this city seems to be the bottle neck and can easily lock out the traffic flow.


huh, jakarta streets are really nightmare and that silly local authority never has a brilliant idea for making a permanent or at least long term solution for all of those transportation problems.


i suppose they do not have the capability nor vision of a leader. instead i believe they think they live in feodal age where people have to serve them and not vice versa.


and now i'm suffering the common problem regarding to the change of my biology clock. i'm lack of sleep and it results in a big "hoaaaaaahm" almost every 5 minutes but i need to complete my work but my eyes can't compromise and it's even harder to stay awake and the only thing that helps is surfing. doesn't matter the site, as long as my IE opened then i believe i'm strong enough to reply if somebody calls.


duh, can't imagine my life without browser. i'm a kind of cyber people i think :)

ooh No! i just catched myself got in my period this morning.
mm.. it means i have to break my fasting earlier...

one of our department will be dismissed and each from B, C and U site will be merged and move onto U site. i wonder to which idiot this stupid idea belongs to?

ooh Gosh! the first day of fasting, and found myself for the first time break my fasting during the way home. what a pity! though it was 4 pm when i moved out from the office, but still i couldn't avoid that traffic jam during the roads kuningan-mampang-buncit. i thought i could be at home earlier, since usually it 'just' took about one and half hours to reach home. but too bad, coz it doesn't prove anything if the case just like yesterday.

it is almost 15:30 which means that the office will end up in about the next five minutes or more. how amazing how a day can run so fast, if you were fully occupied by work and have a long long to-do-list.


but usually i still reach the home near 18:00 since there are three industries here with at least 2000 employees each and they are all come out at the same time. you can imagine how crowded it is when over 500 people going home all together. even a person can't move a little step.

and finnaly i moved to my new room at the same boardinghouse last saturday. fiuhh.. it's a totally tiredfully day. though i've moved some stuffs already another day before, but still it need extra energy to finish it well on that day.


a new room. a new atmospher. a new spirit. a new brand day. a great wishes and hoping of tomorrow.
well, at least i can feel a little bit cozier place than the one used to be my room. reading book or watching some new movies in my own room without a lot of annoying and disturbing from anothers. oh well, let's start the new day then!

i wanna see the beach with its sunset.
i wanna feel the sand with its warm water.
i wanna sit on the rock feeling the wind splashes on my face.
i wanna breath the air of the sea and hear the wave sings


i remember when i went to bidadari island. by the time i left my cottage for morning prayer i found a totally silence surrounded the area. no sound of people talking. no sound of machine. no sound of tv, radio or phone. no sound at all except the wave that hit the shore. and it was dark. not "night dark" which leads to gloomy, but dawn one that leads to a new day.


and i felt at ease. peacefully. sometimes i wish i could capture that moment into a small wooden box and turn it out everytime i feel awful