the way you look at me - Christian Bautista

no one ever saw me like you do
all the things that I could up to
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes say everything without a single word


'cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
it's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
you made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
but there's something' in the way you look at me


if i could freeze some moment in my mind
be the second that that you touch lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock, make time stand still
'cause baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel


'cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
it's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
you made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
but there's somethin' in the way you look at me


I don't know how or why I feel different in your eyes
all I know is it happens everytime

haluu... i'm back

well it's been a long time since my last post. currently i'm taking a break among daily work load. there's no much i like to say except that i still hate that fucking stupid motor rider for being ugal-ugalan. some foolish blame on the cars for generating macet every where but i say, hey stupid it is those motor-riders who make thing even worse. they claim every inch of available space, leave nothing for car to manuver. they always take the first row on every traffic light and do nothing when it is green coz they simply do not see it or plan to go to another direction which is still red.

it is they who ignore the rule and feel like the street is all their own. so open your eyes goblok and learn the word "instropeksi" before i kick your ass and close your big mouth

(jangan) banjir

mm.. gak kebayang kalo jakarta dikepung banjir lagi. hikz.
just a worry though. pasalnya khan beberapa hari ini ujan turun terus menerus saban malam. dan denger-denger pintu air manggarai tuh dah status siaga 3 gitu. mmm.. ya moga" aja gak kejadian lagi deh. tadi aja pas brangkat kantor kan liwat jembatan metro permata yg terkenal sering banjir itu. tadi gue liat airnya dah lumayan tinggi. duh jangan sampai deh kejadian. gw baru sebulanan ini bermukim di ciledug n gak bisa banyangin in case kali itu banjir dan memutus jalan ke arah jkt, seperti yg selama ini gw denger dari teman yg tinggal di ciledug juga. banjir? phuhh.. jgn sampe deh kejadian lagi!

this cold weather..

wuiih dingin bangett yak..brrr..
deuh heran deh nih kantor. pas hari cerah aja udah dingin, palagi pas ujan turun begini . padahal dulu gak gini lhoo.. Kejadian ini baru-baru ini aja. dugaan gw sih, keknya karena beberapa direktorat laen pindah gabung ke gedung ini, temperatur Ac-nya diturunin juga. eitss.. apa hubungannya yakk??


hehe. maksudnya kali biar gak terlalu panas getuu.. tp jadinya malah keliwat dingin. imagine! setengah spase dari lantai 17 tempat direktorat gw ini di'huni' oleh kurang lebih 60 orang! dan masih dingin jugakkkk?? hii..brrrrh..

1st month wed anniversary

hari ini tepat sebulan yang lalu adalah hari yg tidak akan terlupakan bagi kami berdua. ya tepatnya 4 Desember 2004 lalu adalah hari pernikahan kami. ulasan mengenai pernikahan kami memang belum sempat secara detil kami tulis disini, mengingat waktu dan juga terutama foto-foto yg belum sempat discan sampe skrg. hehe.


intinya tepat sebulan lalu, pd hari sabtu, kurang lebih jam 9 pagi, berlangsung prosesi akad nikah, yaitu ijab kabul antara mempelai pria, dan wali nikah mempelai wanita. Alhamdulillah pada saat itu semua berlangsung lancar.Kurang lebih jam 11.30 siang semua meluncur ke gedung dalam rangka resepsi pernikahan. Alhamdulillah sekali lagi, karena acara berlangsung cukup lancar dan cukup mengejutkan karena cukup banyak tamu yang datang. detil rinci acara pernikahan akan kami post kemudian.


well, at this our 1st month wed anniversary, we hope all will run smooth. semoga selalu dilancarkan jalan kami dlm membentuk rumah tangga sakinah mawaddah wa rahmah dan semoga dapat menjadi langgeng sampe kakek-nenek. well, 1 bulan memang masih bisa dibilang baru seumur jagung, dimana proses adaptasi, adjustment, understanding, learning, take and give, baru kami jalani. thank you hunih, for our togetherness till this moment. happy 1st month wed anniversary!

my husband's b'day

hallu semua.. after long time off, we finally back again!
hehe, tp jgn keburu seneng dulu, soalnya blum tentu juga postingnya aktif.hehe


oya, hr ini cuman mo nulis moment tepat 1 hari yg lalu.
it's 29 Des 2004. my husband, hawk's birthday!
ya walopun tidak ada perayaan besar-besaran, cuman sempat beli potongan kue tar lucu, sekedar buat rame" acara tiup lilin dengan keluarga di rumah.


hanya doa yang tulus dari istri tercinta yg dpt diucapkan disini:
semoga Allah SWT selalu meridhai dan memberkati keluarga kita..
semoga Allah memberikan panjang umur dan kesehatan bagimu..
semoga selalu dilapangkan dalam rejeki, mencapai karir yg bagus..
semoga selalu dimudahkan segala urusan..
semoga menjadi pemimpin dan suami yang baik bagi istri n kelak anak" nanti..
semoga bisa membentuk keluarga sakinah mawadah warahmah..


happy belated birthday, honey!!

misspoken?

when a misunderstanding come, what should yo do?
it's hard to solve when you get a misunderstanding with others, especially with your mom. i know that woman with her age now, have a very sensitive feeling inside more than us. to explain the detail n clarify anything will not help at all if both of us, still not in emotional controlled.


it's still a beginning of the day, and i'm not sure whether i have a mistake in speaking or what? it's still ramadhan, and i hope Allah always help us to control ourself much better than before. coz it has really ruined the morning mood. misspoken. ughh!

small notes

well.. at least what we've planned was quite well-arranged.though some badnews come, and we're feel so sad about one close relative we called 'uncle' who passed away last sunday.


the main plan run quite smooth. there's so many times to complete the rest. then, finally decided one nice stuff too. i know there's so many things have to be completed and arranged well. at least we've done some part. wishing so much hope and help from Allah. without him, whatever we've done is just nothing.

last saturday

mm.. sebenarnya hari ini udah bete duluan, perihal acara kencan mingguan harus digeser hari minggu besoknya. duh, tau kan rasanya, udah ngebayangin sabtu pagi mpe malam dirumah aja, bengong, soalnya malez juga jalan sendiri. alasannya, si bapak hawky ada "urusan" sedikit dan kebetulan make appointmentnya sama si agent cuman bisa sabtu. oh well.. begitu deh, udah malez"an aja bawaannya.


truzz.. iseng dah sms si bapak. nanyain gmn dengan "barang" barunya. tapi-tapi.. kok gak ada jawaban yaa..? aduh apa lagi nyobain the new stuf? mm.. rada-rada cemas juga sih. tus coba nelpon ke rumahnya, Om bilang lagi keluar. nah lhoo? makin bingung khan? coba sms lagi, tp gak ada jawaban juga. duh makin worried aja deh. akhirna ampir sekitar jam 1-an karena penasaran dan pulsa buat call gak ada, gue putusin buat coba nelpon lagi via wartel.


dengan rambut yg masih agak basah karna abis keramas..gue keluar deh, cuek dengan celana pendek selutut dan baju rumah menuju ke wartel. eh.. baru buka pintu pagar dalam kost-an, samar-sama gue liat mobil avanza parkir di depan. trus.. trus.. kok yg duduk dibelakang kemudi sekilas kok mirip kakak yaa..? *binun style Mode: ON* orang itu kayaknya lagi megang HP gitu.. dan ternyataa... oalah itu memang kakak!! terbukti hp gue bunyi tanda ada sms masuk. it must be from him, to inform me that he's here now.


well, what a surprise!!! sementara gue cemas gak tau juntrungan takut dia kenapa-napa, ternyata kakak langsung dateng ke kost-an dengan his brand new stuff!! huhuhu.. cie.. cie.. jadinya mo pamer boil baru neh?? hehe. i know, he's dreaming of this stuff since a very long long time ago, and now he proudly present his own car to me! well, congrats ya dear. hope this stuff can be work optimally for you and kakak selalu dalam lindungan Tuhan ketika mengedarainya. Malamnya sekalian ngisi bensin n dinner, gue juga ikut ngerasain gimana senangnya naik boil baru.

you can consider this as official statement.


i believe i have enough blogging around and honestly i'm tired maintaining this site alone while actually this is designed for two. i have shared you all though, stories and complaining and tell you the truth i'm getting bored each time i open this page i only see nothing but my post. it seems that i'm the only one who busy keeping and guarding this site while the other poster only sit relax and watch and do nothing. i'm sick and it is totally unacceptable.


if this site is made for two then the two should maintain it. together. not one. not a single person only. not me alone. so i'm retired now. not forever. only for a time being. i want to see this page is fully completed by the other contributor before i start writing again.


however, this decision is not final. under certain circumtances and in very special case i may blog something, but believe me it will be very rare. i might still found in comment and shoutbox but that's all. thank you.


rgds
hawk

haluu.. i'm back

hehehe.. after so many times, finally i write sumthin' here again.
aduh.. mohon dipersory yaah.. lama gak nulis. soalnya tau sendiri mood ngeblog tuh rada ilang. gak tau napa. bingung apa yg mo ditulis. ditambah lagi nih 2-3 minggu terakhir rutinitas di kantor lumayan sibuk. kerjaan yng dikejar deadline, lembur ampe malem, ditambah bolak-balik ke DPR sejak minggu lalu.


oh well, nyokap juga kebetulan mampir ke jakarta minggu lalu tepat seminggu sebelum pemilu. jadi ceritanya, nih body capek banget. capek fisik karna harus kemana-mana n pulang malam mulu. untungnya waktu itu nginep di hotel di daerah cikini temanin mama. then dilanjutin nginep lembur karna kerjaan di hotel sahid sudirman.


everything going well finally, meski fisik dan psikis agak menurun. hehehe. oke deh, segini dulu yaa.. ntar kalo ada mood or cerita baru, nanti nongol lagi. hehehe. *kabur sebelum dipentung hawky*

what will happen if i take leave for a couple days or if i go off? one thing i know for sure: this site is dead !!!!!!!!!!!

i seek challenge. i need it. office is now so boring without it. i don't need thing that can be completed in no time. i need more than just daily back up, user checking, user training, design analysis. i don't need uncertain project -just do your part and next month we'll see if it can go on-. let's sit together and talk about a big, sophisticated, powerful and very useful project. let's make a leap not a step.


days run so slow. and i wonder what is time doing now. does he sleep?

i believe i have to stop my desire to this gadget. the reason is very simple; i can't lost in the middle of conversation just bcoz the battery is dead. and what the hell on earth that i have to bring a back up batt every where i go?

i've been waiting for so long and i don't want that stupidity tiny little barrier prevents me from passing through.