i got many comment about my ym status. well, sadly to say that i have to "hibernate" it for a time being which that i-do-not-know-it-my-self. it all started when we re-designed our network structure and coz we wanted it to be more secure, we modifed the our site installation, placed antivirus and firewall. the firewall blocks all high-risk ports that can be used to penetrate our LAN from outside. and unfortunately, ym used the port which is categorized as "black list" and must be closed due to security reason.


can i open it? i might find a way but to do it meaning remove all barriers from your gate and open it wide enough to invite unwanted person to come in and destroy your kitchen. *why kitchen? why not the rest room? and where should i pup if it is destroyed? in the garden among the flower? very funny *


beside i'm a shy guy after all *put that look-who's-talking expression away, will you?* and i prefer to hear instead of talk and sometimes i have no ide how to continue a dead lock conversation and i don't talk a lot and and i enjoy sit and watching and gazing and make a silence assessment of the person in front of me.


beside i'm cool *can be hot if needed* and hate publication coz i can't yell at that bastard pengendara-motor-brengsek-yang-seenaknya-menerobos-lampu-merah-dan-jalan-di-trotoar-dan-nyenggol-mobil-orang-lalu-kabur-tapi-kalo-disenggol-marah-kayak-gorilla-kehilangan-pisang-dan-suka-jalan-di-jalur-yang-berlawanan-karena-mengira-kalo-mati-bisa-hidup-lagi if i'm popular and every body knows me and every woman will get histeria sindrome if they see me at ex-plaza and they will tell their friends later. *omg!!! ketemu mandra di ex!!! cakep banget!!! *


so i guess that's the reason why my ym sleeps all the time.
now if you execuse me, it's already ashar and i haven't do something yet.

twenty eight

sometimes i think that my life goes in a quite low speed.
i have had a quite good and prospective work, middle financial status and had some experiences go through Indonesia and abroad. i have a good-sweet-nice lovers, as well as my dream n wishes. but still, sometimes i got the time when i compare it with others. litle cute kids, house, vacation, or what the call as family soul. though, Insya Allah, it's also our dream to go to that next step and arrange our life in the future..


well, God have a his own plan for everybody in this world. so, why don't we just pray to the God and thanks for everything he gave to us? during the whole 28 years my life untill this day, once again i say my deep thank you to you, My Lord!

that project is stuck. damn.
the other one may not running smooth as it was expected. another damn.
it is when we deal with people. damn. (again).

setting up a printer can be an easy thing to do like snapping your finger but it can also turn into nightmare if the printer itself is @#@#@! or you must connect a high-end printer to a peninggalan-jaman-jepang-nan-bobrok-yang-mestinya-sudah-pensiun pc.


and i've just spent approx. two hours try to perform those all with only 90% succeded. time consuming and suck.

if i share you my story then listen. pay a little attention and learn to appreciate the story teller unless you wanna ruin the good thing.


and q-mail is a mail server application just like ms exchange and like its rival it can be customized to send automatic response to any condition. a mailer daemon message is not always mean the delivery has failed. it could meant anything. read the message carefully before complaining, stupid. *can't hardly hold not to chide it*


and oh, i hate "omg!!!! ketemu bertand di ex!!!!cakep banget!!!" stupid girl with stupid thinking.


somebody eliminate her from this world plizz..

ketahuilah hai manusia, tiga kenikmatan primitif yang diberikan Tuhan-mu padamu:
1. tidur
2. seks
3. boker, beol, eek, pup atau apapun kau menyebutnya.

 

ketiganya mempunyai kemiripan dan pengaruh masing-masing. hal-hal yang mirip seperti sound effect misalnya, tidur sambil mengeluarkan suara gergaji memberi kepuasan yang paling tinggi ketika kita bangun serta kondisi tubuh yang paling segar, meskipun mengganggu tetangga kiri kanan.

 
seks pun menjadi tidak seru bila tidak diiringi suara-suara pertarungan yang gemuruh. ibarat dua pasukan besar yang bergumul di tanah lapang, selalu ada suara pertempuran yang menyertai. mungkin sedikit rintihan *ketika sedang terdesak*, mungkin sedikit lenguhan *ketika desakan musuh semakin hebat*, mungkin sedikit hardikan *ketika posisi berbalik menjadi di atas angin dan datang kesempatan untuk balas menyerang*, mungkin juga teriakan kemenangan ketika akhirnya tujuan serangan tercapai. bayangkan kalau pertempuran berjalan tanpa suara seperti film bisu, di manakah letak kenikmatannya?


 
boker juga tak kalah hebohnya jika ditimpali sound effect yang sesuai. mungkin permainan terompet sebagai pembuka disusul gebukan drum atau perkusi ibarat derap marching band yang lewat. lalu ditimpali dengan suara kecipak air yang membuat permainan menjadi lebih alami dan seru. kadang-kadang *tapi jarang* terdengar suara si dirigent memberi perintah jika tempo orkestranya dirasa terlalu lambat dan menyiksa. cuma jangan harap perintah diberikan dengan kalimat yang jelas, karena kesibukan mengatur permainan biasanya perintah cukup dikeluarkan dengan isyarat dengusan nafas atau erangan atau ngedenan bunyi-bunyian memang membuat ketiga kenikmatan di atas menjadi lebih menggigit.


 
yang kedua adalah keringat. tiga kenikmatan di atas menjadi lebih nikmat ketika disertai keringat yang mengalir. tidur yang berkeringat membuat badan terasa lebih segar ketika bangun, seks semakin seru dan bergairah jika dibantu keringat. sifatnya yang basah memudahkan eksplorasi medan dan melicinkan permukaan yang kasar. *ehm!*.

 
pup pun terasa lebih bermakna jika keringat mengucur deras saat mencoba menjadi OM (Orkes kamar Mandi) tunggal. jika tidak sempat olah raga untuk mencari keringat, cobalah lakukan ketika pup. hitung-hitung membakar timbunan kalori tubuh yang jarang digunakan.
kepuasan yang dicapai tergantung dari kualitas yang dihasilkan. masing-masing memiliki parameter sendiri. tidur berkualitas dicapai jika tubuh sepenuhnya beristirahat, tidak ada mimpi ketemu monster, tidak sebentar-sebentar terbangun, dan jangka waktunya pas. tidak kurang tidak lebih.


 
seks berkualitas membutuhkan kerja sama yang baik dengan rekan kerja yang dipilih. langkah demi langkah prosedur yang ditetapkan menentukan hasil akhir yang akan dicapai, termasuk di sini time schedule-nya. berapa lama masa pengenalan medan, berapa lama masa eksplorasi *dan apa saja yang dieksplorasi*, berapa lama masa persiapan sampai akhirnya masing-masing mulai melancarkan serangan


 
adapun boker berkualitas ditentukan pula oleh raw material yang digunakan. terlalu banyak material yang berkategori merah dan panas seperti cabai, merica, lada atau material yang berkategori kecut seperti asam, cuka dan sejenisnya akan menghasilkan produk yang encer. dan biasanya produk seperti ini tidak bisa ditampung lama di gudang finished good, maunya minta cepat-cepat diekspor keluar.


 
material dari keluarga simooooh, sikotek-kotek atau keluarga besar sihewani lainnya menghasilkan produk dengan kepadatan tingkat tinggi seperti halnya penduduk jakarta. berlawanan dengan produk di atas, produk ini susah sekali diekspor, untuk mengeluarkannya dari gudang finished good butuh perjuangan keras.


 
material berkategori hijau menghasilkan produk terbaik dengan tingkat kepadatan paling pas. produk ini dapat diterima pasar dengan baik dan pengurusan ekspornya pun tidak susah.


 
selain nikmat ketiganya pun memberikan efek positif pada manusia. tidur mengembalikan kondisi tubuh, seks selain membakar kalori juga memuaskan jiwa raga dan mengasah ilmu biologi sub bidang anatomi tubuh manusia kita sementara boker membuang racun dari tubuh dan mengurangi berat badan. coba timbang berat badan anda sebelum dan sesudah boker, umumnya selisih satu sampai dua kilo...

 
oh, just tip of the day after all

i'm sched to attend an outsite meeting after lunch and another meeting at U site by tomorrow morning. so that i live from one meeting to another. and i hope it is worth, at least i can go home earlier.

 
i already had a hard days during the past few weeks so i hope i can have a little more relaxing-enjoyable-not in rush-lazy mode-week end. i'm thinking about some pizza, ice cream and good vcd or books and coffe. i want good sofa with good food where i can sit for hour or two. and later go home and have some thriller-horror-sci fi-movie.

 
i'm still trying to figure out how this thing can work. and i begin getting bored with this one.

How to make a "Meg Riany"

Ingredients: 1 part jealousy 1 part brilliance 3 parts beauty

Method: Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add sadness to taste! Do not overindulge!

Username:

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

ya Allah Engkau Yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang
mudahkanlah segala urusan kami ringankanlah rintangannya dan ringankanlah pula ujian-Mu
singkirkanlah kebathilan itu dari kami dan hapuskanlah jejak yang ditinggalkannya
lapangkanlah rejeki kami selapang lautan yang luas
dan berilah kami selalu nikmat sehat hingga tiba saat Engkau memanggil kami kembali

 
ya Allah Engkau Yang Maha Perkasa
lindungilah kami dari orang-orang yang memiliki niat jahat pada kami
kuatkanlah kami dan jauhkanlah kami dari azab-Mu.
lindungilah hati, tubuh dan pikiran kami dari godaan syaitan yang terkutuk
terangilah dan lapangkanlah kubur kami ya Engkau Yang Maha Penyayang
dan selamatkanlah kami dari api neraka

 
ya Allah Engkau Yang Maha Pengampun
ampunilah dosa orang tua kami
dan ampunilah dosa kami
hindarkanlah kami dari sakit berkepanjangan dan kembalikanlah nikmat sehat yang kau angkat dari kami sebab sesungguhnya segala kesembuhan itu berasal dari-Mu
peliharalah kami selalu dalam naungan kasih sayang-Mu
karena dari-Mu kami berasal dan kepada-Mu pula kami akan kembali

if you use e-mail and you set your message to be sent in plain text or rich text format then you can only place nothing but text. there's no way you can insert emoticons or smilies. so the sentences:

 
got you! :D

 
will remain as the way it appears. picture will be sent as attachment.
but if you set your message in html format, you can do more rather than just placing words. you can place smilies in your message. so the sentences above can appear like:

 
got you!

 
this works with e-mail program such as ms outlook or outlook express. dunno others. actually i still have some works to be done but it can wait . 

 
heh, i don't have the mood to continue that stupid-small-tiny-worthless-egosentris-project. stupid user with stupid habit with stupid idea. a perfect combo if i may say. i find out that the project at U site or helping set the system implementation for those new stores are much more interesting and challenging.

 
i also believe that i need to practice my kissing skill or i'll become rusty. so honey, what if i lay you down on my arms and touch your lips with mine?

so now here i'm back and i still not feeling well. still have some pusyeng-pusyeng and lemas-lemas and mual-mual and eneq-eneq  i relly wish the clock can run like lion on fire and suddenly it reaches 16:30.

 
i knew that i have many many fans here *uhuk* and they certainly can't lose me even for a single day. i think i need to choose someone to become my young padawan -and my dark apprentice as well.

 
i become hungry oftenly and i believe it's good to have some black pepper chicken or silrloin steak or iga bakar masak madu along with a big baked potato and salad and ice cream for dessert. i know that i have the taste.  anybody kindly enough to become my sponsor? i must save after all.

 
btw, i forget what i want to write thx for that stupid user who knew exactly when to interrupt.

a big hug for my hawky..

*HUGS* TOTAL!give hawky more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own

good aunty

wiken kemarin ceritanya memenuhi kewajiban sebagai tante yang baik *apa coba*
ceritanya begini. konon..hmm.. nope, serius. gini, kurang lebih 2 minggu lalu tgl 5 juli, kakak ipar berserta 2 ponakan cilik gue dateng ke jakarta dlm rangka liburan. mereka nginepnya di ciledug, larangan.  padahal nih hari sabtu itu dakuw lagi di daerah ciledug juga lhoo.. cuman berhubung mereka datengnya jam 1 siang, dakuw tidak bisa mampir ke rumah mereka. soalnya pagi-pagi khan kudu nyoblos di TPS *warga negara yg baik*
 
 
nah.. berhubung daku biasanya juga keluar tuh hari sabtu doang.. minggu berikutnya gak bisa lagi deh ketemu. pasalnya, sabtu depannya daku bersama hawky ke mangdu cuci mata dan minggunya biasanya buat istirahat. soo... akhirnya baru direncanakan ketemu ya hari sabtu 16 july kemaren. itu juga karna mereka minggu malam udah mo berangkat balik ke makassar, soalnya si nadia *the biggest one* udah masuk sekolah lagi hari senin ini.
 
 
trus..trus.. si kecil adeknya, Fariz, abis ultah yg ke-1 tahun ditambah Nadia kata papanya rangking 8 di kelasnya. so, sebagai tante yg baik ya harus dateng dong dan tentu saja membawa kado. akhirnya sabtu kemaren berangkatlah tante meg kesana. janjian ketemu dengan dokter hawky di Tomang Tol Swalayan, yg gak gitu jauh dari rumah mereka.
Sampe sana.. si Nadia nongol.. bukain pintu. sebenarnya baru kira" sebulan lalu kami udah ketemu, waktu daku dinas ke makassar selama 4 hari. Begitu ketemu si Fariz, eh dia dah bisa jalan! tapi tetep aja, dia selalu nangis kalo mo digendong ato dideketin ama orang asing *gw msh termasuk asing soalnya jarang ketemu*
 
 
disana kita cuman sampai jam 1 siang. abis itu lanjut naik patas AC jur. senen. waktu itu nyarinya yg pake AC entah tujuan mana, soalnya tau jalan ke arah blok M pasti udah macet jam segitu. jadi, meski macet khan masih dingin ini. hehe. gak taunya tuh bis 44 liwat depan plaza senayan! ya sudah, pucuk dicinta ulam tiba, langsung aja kami turun dan ngadem n cari makan disana.
  
  
 

ok so we have a fucking vendor who think that they are everything in this world and they asked us more than they should and they feel they have power for a foolish stupidity reason. question now is: what should we do??
 
 
kill them!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
 
i might add that the mail problem is still far from over. and it kept us busy for the whole morning while actually i'm not feeling quite well. and it also gives me a headache and make us grumble for some weird problems with some unexplaining reasons.
 
 
and as you all can see doneeh is return, however last time i logged on to their site and made some changes, there were still some annoying stupidity bugs which i can say very simple but critical. thing that you should be able to avoid if only the qc does its job.
 
 
some users have their mail account back, some haven't and that coz the phone keep singing for the whole day. heh, i wish it could sing like andrea corrs *she's still sexsyeh anyway*
 
 
as i said above i don't feel well. i still feel pegal-pegal and linu-linu and some badan sakit-sakit. i know i should lying on my bed , watching tv and play with my nephew but when profesional calls *jayuz.com*, it's hard for me to run away.
 
 
but now what i'm doing? i'm blogging around and stuck in this small little cube  messy room in a far place west side at java island. btw honey, i'll be in my room by 19:00. so don't forget to come with that white lingerie or the combination of that semi transparant red two pieces. you still owe me a striptease remember? i believe that hip hop music will be the best background for the show

after hundred of tries, trial and error of install install and install again and again, the six hours struggle ended up in a good result. we were successfully brought the mail server back online. viva us! but it is only for a time being after all, till the new one is purchased. we are setting up a back up server plus asking for a temporary pc to support the half-destroyed-almost dead mail server.