lock the door. turn off the light.
lit up the candle. turn on the music.
pick up a fragnance. drop one or two.
come here. come to me.
closer.
look into my eyes. feel my breath. calling your soul.
come close. reach my hand. touch my lips.



kiss me...



deeper. hotter. wilder.
run your fingers through mine. feel my body.
my spirit. my passion.
touch me. anywhere you like.
don't think. just act.
don't speak. just whisper.
follow the fire inside.
try to know better each other.
don't question. you'll know yourself.

this place now become less and less interesting. no hot topic, no funny jokes, no good quality thread. all are gone as the wind had carried them away. forever far away beyond the sea. good point is, i can save my energy now.


btw i really need to spare time to learn the paper but those damn projects seems like never stop from bugging me. one finished, there comes another one. i want a break but not a mall shopping or movie theatre sleeper. just a rest on bed with good book and vcd and crispy snack and a good taste of meals. all day long like a lazy.


damn, i need my lightsaber back.

ok. if there's no update from me it doesn't mean that i'm running out of idea but simply bcoz i'm too busy to blog. i'm sure you'll understand that it is the consequences for becoming ehm.. very very popular . *don't shoot, just kidding*.


okay, to be honest i'm very busy preparing my campaign for the incoming election. some people which claim the representative of bee ring in, idiot cow, as well as the other clan had contacted me and gave their vote for me. to make it a success story i need to be focus and so i say bye bye to blog for a time being. don't be hesitate to call me mr president if all run smooth . *all right, put that pentungan down. just joke.*


well, honestly i face some stupid mindless persons here which think that change the system design is as simple as changing shoes. and it is enough to ruins out my very preciously time and energy , therefore the allocate time to browse must satisfied for losing its priority. and that is the consequences for becoming uhm.. a well - known - the last and only hope - reputated - profesional. *okay, i'm out of here*

baru bisa onlen lagi jelang siang. banyak hal-hal yang ingin diungkapkan, tapi kok selalu malez buat nulis yaa??
lagi gak mood, bete ato bozen ama suasana yaa?? mm.. apakah sudah waktunya untuk ganti lay out?

i'm not a bank or own a money bin so don't look at me and return my right back. i'm gonna need it after all.

beef yakiniku set: 53.000,-
fresh orange juice: 19.500,-



i could never imagine that i would spend that much for lunch.

a very close and best friend of mine when in college called from malang just to say: "eh, gue mo ke jogja nih"
then it reply me to answer: "wahhh... kebetulan bang-get.. gw juga besok kesana!!". a smile showed up in my face. noticed that it will be my first meet again with her since her marriage almost 2 years ago.


what a lucky day. thinking that we might be able to meet again with her 1.5 years old sweety lit girl. and it's not the only one surprise thing. knowing that another friend of us (complete with husband and kid, i guess) also plan to go to jogja for her viahara's reunion this weekend. i can't imagine how the day will be so wonderful there. reunion of three of us. well, let's see later then and hope everything planned will be going fine

woman:

1. go to store A then B then C till Z and then back to A just to leave for nothing since she didn't agree with the price.


2. Sunday: accompany her to her friend's wedding
Monday: having nomat with her
Tuesday: having lunch with her and before bed call her for 60 minutes.
Wednesday: accompany her after office hours to mall and return with a blazer, bra and cd
Thursday: go to supplier and after that, drop by at her office although you know boss is waiting
Friday: call her and plan sched for weekend. buy her a cup or two at starbucks
Saturday: rent vcd and going somewhere together till late night. arrive at home by midnight.

Sunday (again) : call her to tell that you can't go today as there's something to do. she's mad and yell, "kapan sih lu punya waktu buat gue?!"
execuse me? look at the back and see with your eyes. sometimes woman doesn't use their brain when they speak.


and i hate that.

things i hate during the way office (back home) :

1. dah siap" pake baju, dah rapi jali, and ready ninggalin kmr kost, eh tiba-tiba in the last minute.. eh prasaan mo (maap) boker itu datang...! yakss!!
2. pagi" mo berangkat hujan turun dengan enaknya. iih, kalo becek khan bikin bete dan kemungkinan kejebak macet tuh besar.
3. during the journey (maksudnya udah duduk enak di bis) eh kebelet pen pipis ato mulez sakit perut. kebayang kan gimana rasanya. ini lebih parah dari point satu diatas.
4. di bis, gue (mau gak mau) dapat duduk di sebelah kiri, brarti bakal kena panas dan silau matahari. palagi kalo perjalanan macet dan lama.
5. duduk disamping orang yg berbadan subur (alias gemuk) jadi gue terhimpit ke pojok bis.
6. duduk disamping ato di dekat orang yg gak tau diri ngerokok dalam bis yang penuh sesak dengan orang dan bikin tambah sesak dan pengap dengan asapnya.
7. siap-siap pulang (buru" biar gak kejebak macet) eh ada tugas mendadak dari bos.
8. mo pulang eh hujan turun.. hikz.. hikz..

ok that's it. i'm tired and my eyes need a rest . i believe insaniquarium will be good for me. i'm sched to attend another outsite meeting tomorrow. just hope that i can go home earlier and get my cash back.

the election is like a game somehow. you vote and then you wait till the result comes out. if your vote gets the big five, you're happy. if it wins the first place you're happier. you clap, laugh and say thanks God bla bla bla...


but that's it. if your candidate becomes mr president, his/her point still not the majority. in other words, the house of representative, the cabinet still belongs to other forces and there must be a compromise so everyone is happy. so forget about a clean and strong goverment if you should satisfy everyone even when you know it is wrong. and there we back to square one. like a circle that has no ending.

friendster fever!!

see.. when sumthin being a fever, like this new style of community, then any media will take place forward to talk about it. seems that everybody didn't want to miss this new kind online 'game'. neither at forum or YM, they talked about friendster. Like yesterday, two friends asked confirmation to add me, then another one asked how to use it! see.. when a fever comes, no one can ignore it, unless she/he is such a blind intruder in this cyber world!

i really need to go to grapari but there's one problem however: i can't find any grapari near me. why don't they spread it like ATM BCA? easy to reach and not so hard to find. it doesn't have to be a room equipped with its complete staff. just a simple counter for serve the client for minor till medium complain, or for people who want to switch their packet program. simple administration procedures, quick process and only a minute away.

the lay out had been changed since last monday.
therefore, i have a new environment to face each day of working. it's just about 2 meters away from my previous desk took place anyway, but then that 90 degrees-changed not make me comfortable enough. that fully brightness came from the north-view-window was the problem, i guess. don't forget the untidy and crowded room, full of people and also many electricity and i-net cable on the floor! Gezz, when i can get my comfortability here?? an i-net cable is not counted in, is it?

the procurement guys from C site finally arrived yesterday and they kept us busy for a couple hours. setting up the LAN, PC and software. we also had a briefing with the big guy, talking about the plan ahead. not bad but not very good also. the replication ran smooth *good news for all of us*, speaking about the low quality of our vpn connection.


and don't joke me about money. it's very sensitive issue this time. perhaps if i'm richer than uncle Gates, it'll be ok, or at least as rich as him. and let's hope by that time, you'll get a strong o/s which combine unix and mac stability, ms user friendly