the election is like a game somehow. you vote and then you wait till the result comes out. if your vote gets the big five, you're happy. if it wins the first place you're happier. you clap, laugh and say thanks God bla bla bla...


but that's it. if your candidate becomes mr president, his/her point still not the majority. in other words, the house of representative, the cabinet still belongs to other forces and there must be a compromise so everyone is happy. so forget about a clean and strong goverment if you should satisfy everyone even when you know it is wrong. and there we back to square one. like a circle that has no ending.

friendster fever!!

see.. when sumthin being a fever, like this new style of community, then any media will take place forward to talk about it. seems that everybody didn't want to miss this new kind online 'game'. neither at forum or YM, they talked about friendster. Like yesterday, two friends asked confirmation to add me, then another one asked how to use it! see.. when a fever comes, no one can ignore it, unless she/he is such a blind intruder in this cyber world!

i really need to go to grapari but there's one problem however: i can't find any grapari near me. why don't they spread it like ATM BCA? easy to reach and not so hard to find. it doesn't have to be a room equipped with its complete staff. just a simple counter for serve the client for minor till medium complain, or for people who want to switch their packet program. simple administration procedures, quick process and only a minute away.

the lay out had been changed since last monday.
therefore, i have a new environment to face each day of working. it's just about 2 meters away from my previous desk took place anyway, but then that 90 degrees-changed not make me comfortable enough. that fully brightness came from the north-view-window was the problem, i guess. don't forget the untidy and crowded room, full of people and also many electricity and i-net cable on the floor! Gezz, when i can get my comfortability here?? an i-net cable is not counted in, is it?

the procurement guys from C site finally arrived yesterday and they kept us busy for a couple hours. setting up the LAN, PC and software. we also had a briefing with the big guy, talking about the plan ahead. not bad but not very good also. the replication ran smooth *good news for all of us*, speaking about the low quality of our vpn connection.


and don't joke me about money. it's very sensitive issue this time. perhaps if i'm richer than uncle Gates, it'll be ok, or at least as rich as him. and let's hope by that time, you'll get a strong o/s which combine unix and mac stability, ms user friendly

we definitely are not your servant. so stop bugging us. and please deh, stop being a bolot person and would you please return my money back? and would you please stop act like a boss *who the hell are you anyway?* and would somebody please announce that i won a bii bulat satu milyar grand prize.

now here comes my dark side. may i suggest to avoid having discussion with me for a while. don't talk, don't argue and don't debate and more important, do not confront everything that i say. or i will crush you with your narrow mind thinking and your stupidity ego.
and most important: do not ask for money unless you don't mind for having my black pakalolo boot on your butt.


this has one good thing however, i become more aggresive, wilder and full of new energy. so if you wanna have a hot-wild-passionate-full-of-surprise-till-you-sweat love game, get your white lingerie and come to me and get ready for a screaming, sighing moment and full body exploration.

they act like they know everything while actually they know nothing even just a little bit. so in the end it only shows how stupid they are. i went to bookstore and read a book about the top 50 popular CEOs. it was good from 1 (Eva Riyanti - Indofood CEO) to 49 (someone i can't remember) but turned into nightmare at 50: Agnes Monica i bet the writer must have lost his mind or kinda of that bitch biggest fans.


we are scheduled to have a meatball party at lunch, with its entity of course: otak-otak, rujak, es podeng... feel free to join if you wish as long as you wear uniform.

i got another "slamat. anda dapat hadiah Halo Poin bla.. bla.. bla.." msg. shit. that jerk never knows when to stop. and i don't understand why do some people can be so fucking annoying by sweating small stuff which is obviously not worth enough to talk about.


btw i might need to check the C site by tomorrow. let's consider it as a break so i won't have to grumble grumble *Zelda game style* for set the alarm to ring at 04.00 am.


now, how much time left before lunch?

what do you guys think about this name below:


hawk : Humanoid Assembled for Welfare and Killing


bulbul : Biomechanical Unit Limited to battle and Ultimate Learning


meg riany : Mechanical Electronic Guardian Responsible for Intensive Assassination and Nocturnal Yelling

aduhh.. gini nih kalo tidak punya ide untuk menulis sesuatu. kadang inspirasi dateng buat nulis topik tertentu, tapi sayang terjadinya pas saat diriku tidak stay in front of kompie. mm.. yasutralah, kita omongin yang laen saja. well, belakangan ini gue lagi sering masuk ke sini, dan mayan, meski kadang aksesnya suka lelet (kebanyakan member kali') ya suka bolak-balik juga ngecek 'home' gue. liat-liat, sapa tau ada pesan masuk minta diconfirm sbg teman, ato kali-kali aja ada yang berkenan ngasih 'testimonial' buat gue. haha!


temen yg gue add sih banyakan masih anak" sini juga. blah! dasar, lingkungan banyaknya dari situ, ya sudah begitu masuk 'gallery' and ketemu poto anak-anak, langsung aja di add jadi friend. sekarang baru mo log ini lagi, tapi kok gak bisa masuk teruss yakk?? tujuan gue daftar site ini benernya pen getting lucky aja, who knows gue bisa ketemu temen" lama gue masa sekolahan jamdul. ya tak?

to all stupid lazy users, in case you do not know how to:



1. rename a file? learn it.
2. add a new font? try it.
3. add a printer? read the help.
4. create an e-mail? where have you been anyway?!
5. copy - paste from any type of media accessed from Windows Explorer? do you know that brain is not created without purpose?!!
6. read the english? go find a gun and shoot your head.

sometime i wonder to people who always acts like she/he knows everything! is it 'going onlline' always means "chatting"? if you don't know well, so just shut up your mouth and be quiet!! ooh.. please.. if you just wanna do basa-basi talk, then try to find another topics than just say nothing important but annoying others


the same i dislike when some people do whatever she/he like but never noticed and cared bout the people surrounding. a simple case, when you in a public area, so try to treat people around you well. no, it doesn't mean you have to serve them well, but at least don't disturb their comfortability, like smoking at such a crowded place full of people.

damn! is there anyone out there kindly enough to share me 300 million rupiah or 30.000 U$? money rules. welcome to the real world.

i have a strange dream that i became necromancer with magical power to raise the undead, you know -skeleton, zombie, mummy, vampire- i think i should speak with my master. is that mean that finally my dark side is taken over my destiny? however, it feels great.