we definitely are not your servant. so stop bugging us. and please deh, stop being a bolot person and would you please return my money back? and would you please stop act like a boss *who the hell are you anyway?* and would somebody please announce that i won a bii bulat satu milyar grand prize.

now here comes my dark side. may i suggest to avoid having discussion with me for a while. don't talk, don't argue and don't debate and more important, do not confront everything that i say. or i will crush you with your narrow mind thinking and your stupidity ego.
and most important: do not ask for money unless you don't mind for having my black pakalolo boot on your butt.


this has one good thing however, i become more aggresive, wilder and full of new energy. so if you wanna have a hot-wild-passionate-full-of-surprise-till-you-sweat love game, get your white lingerie and come to me and get ready for a screaming, sighing moment and full body exploration.

they act like they know everything while actually they know nothing even just a little bit. so in the end it only shows how stupid they are. i went to bookstore and read a book about the top 50 popular CEOs. it was good from 1 (Eva Riyanti - Indofood CEO) to 49 (someone i can't remember) but turned into nightmare at 50: Agnes Monica i bet the writer must have lost his mind or kinda of that bitch biggest fans.


we are scheduled to have a meatball party at lunch, with its entity of course: otak-otak, rujak, es podeng... feel free to join if you wish as long as you wear uniform.

i got another "slamat. anda dapat hadiah Halo Poin bla.. bla.. bla.." msg. shit. that jerk never knows when to stop. and i don't understand why do some people can be so fucking annoying by sweating small stuff which is obviously not worth enough to talk about.


btw i might need to check the C site by tomorrow. let's consider it as a break so i won't have to grumble grumble *Zelda game style* for set the alarm to ring at 04.00 am.


now, how much time left before lunch?

what do you guys think about this name below:


hawk : Humanoid Assembled for Welfare and Killing


bulbul : Biomechanical Unit Limited to battle and Ultimate Learning


meg riany : Mechanical Electronic Guardian Responsible for Intensive Assassination and Nocturnal Yelling

aduhh.. gini nih kalo tidak punya ide untuk menulis sesuatu. kadang inspirasi dateng buat nulis topik tertentu, tapi sayang terjadinya pas saat diriku tidak stay in front of kompie. mm.. yasutralah, kita omongin yang laen saja. well, belakangan ini gue lagi sering masuk ke sini, dan mayan, meski kadang aksesnya suka lelet (kebanyakan member kali') ya suka bolak-balik juga ngecek 'home' gue. liat-liat, sapa tau ada pesan masuk minta diconfirm sbg teman, ato kali-kali aja ada yang berkenan ngasih 'testimonial' buat gue. haha!


temen yg gue add sih banyakan masih anak" sini juga. blah! dasar, lingkungan banyaknya dari situ, ya sudah begitu masuk 'gallery' and ketemu poto anak-anak, langsung aja di add jadi friend. sekarang baru mo log ini lagi, tapi kok gak bisa masuk teruss yakk?? tujuan gue daftar site ini benernya pen getting lucky aja, who knows gue bisa ketemu temen" lama gue masa sekolahan jamdul. ya tak?

to all stupid lazy users, in case you do not know how to:



1. rename a file? learn it.
2. add a new font? try it.
3. add a printer? read the help.
4. create an e-mail? where have you been anyway?!
5. copy - paste from any type of media accessed from Windows Explorer? do you know that brain is not created without purpose?!!
6. read the english? go find a gun and shoot your head.

sometime i wonder to people who always acts like she/he knows everything! is it 'going onlline' always means "chatting"? if you don't know well, so just shut up your mouth and be quiet!! ooh.. please.. if you just wanna do basa-basi talk, then try to find another topics than just say nothing important but annoying others


the same i dislike when some people do whatever she/he like but never noticed and cared bout the people surrounding. a simple case, when you in a public area, so try to treat people around you well. no, it doesn't mean you have to serve them well, but at least don't disturb their comfortability, like smoking at such a crowded place full of people.

damn! is there anyone out there kindly enough to share me 300 million rupiah or 30.000 U$? money rules. welcome to the real world.

i have a strange dream that i became necromancer with magical power to raise the undead, you know -skeleton, zombie, mummy, vampire- i think i should speak with my master. is that mean that finally my dark side is taken over my destiny? however, it feels great.

well, sitting on my desk and starting the office day with all new style.
just wait till at least next monday when my own cable for i-net line come, then i'll have 8 hours each working day free connection to the cyber world. now it becomes not so different with my usual things when i was at previous place.

when i wake up this morning i was hoping today is sunday . our e-mail server is down. and we're busy answering "e-mail saya kenapa? koq gak bisa dibuka" complain as the result. excellent. a good way to start a day. and oh, i still can't stop my self from crooning kla's song.


bulan merah jambu luruh di kotamu
kuayun sendiri langkah-langkah sepi
menikmati angin menabur daun-daun
mencari gambaranmu di waktu lalu
-* tak bisa ke lain hati


funny, the song title becomes very popular in the sales world.

biar kuutarakan saja
segenap rasa mengendap di dada
lewati desah nada lagu walau sumbang terlanda sendu
siratkan seribu makna
bagimu dambaan jiwa
-* bantu aku - kla project


gores warna ungu di kanvas kalbu
kenangan manis tertinggal sendu
memenuhi rumah batinku
-* lepaskan - kla project


membaca lagi surat-suratmu hatiku jatuh rindu
tak sadar pada langit kamarku kulukis kau di situ
waktu yang berlalu dan jarak masih saja terbentang
penamu bicara menembus ruang menggapai sukmaku
-* belahan jiwa - kla project


sudikah naik perahuku bentangkan layar cinta
arungi warna warni gelombang dunia
satu kayuh berdua tuk sampai di sana
-* satu kayuh berdua - kla project


old songs parade. i prefer kla's song in 90 decade. much better and more meaningful. however i might add that Romansa has the most romantic lyrics.

finnaly i can bring my new stuff here and go straight online by my own mobile kompie at my own desk. mm.. speaking about how easy now to go browsing and some others things i like, like it used to be at my previous office. all rite, now i can do YM-ing, browsing, and others without any 'bete' style when looking for any 'avaiilable' pc. huhuhu.. welcome now to your free cyber world, meg!

i have nothing to say about the election campaign as all of you already knew. old songs rewind. same promises, same dreams to share but after the party is over they are all remain bullshit. and some people are still stupid enough to claim that they are proud to be indonesian while the most logical thing is to feel shy.


just hope everything runs smooth.

nasi goreng ceria + beef yakiniku + capcay + kerupuk udang + semangka kuning + semangka merah + strawberry ice cake + semangka kuning + chocolate cake + commercial break + by home at 14:30 wib are what i got yesterday. and i'm busy wondering how come this new gadget can fit into our needs and help the management.


and learn to decide something quick. it doesn't matter if in the end we find out that there's a better alternative. coz if we didn't decide now, we might regret it later. that's if you wanna be an eagle instead of staying as a duck for the rest of your life.


aku tahu ku takkan bisa
jadi seperti yang engkau minta
namun selama nafas berhembus
aku kan mencoba
tuk jadi seperti yang kau pinta



aku tahu dia yang bisa
jadi seperti yang engkau minta
namun selama aku bernyawa
aku kan mencoba
tuk jadi seperti yang kau inginkan


- by chrisye
i croon this lyric for the whole morning. do not know why, perhaps coz its deep meaning and i love words with a meaning.

i have no idea how come a purchaser from a well known company with its own mail hosting never uses e-mail before and does not know how to operate e-mail application such as Outlook Express or else
i mean hey, e-mail have been used for communication with vendor for years. so it is strange that he is totally blind about it. where has he been?

i tried to join this club yesterday, but it returned me in confusing when i registered my name. using my real name can help me much in searching and probably being known by such some old friends, but the risk is my personal indentification, say it: pictures, ages. etc, will be well known too.


well, speaking about cyber world, sometime i'm not sure to this condition, since our data can be used by other unresponsible people for anything breaking the rules and privacy. beside, there's no mysterious side of me anymoree..


mm.. let's make it simple. why don't we made it in two version: my cyber nick and my real name?

i'm scheduled to attend this event for:
-. free lunch
-. no need to wake up early
-. i'll be home by tea. and that is the best part of all.

i don't like monday!

a monday. a pouring rain in the cold morning.
an annoying-talked to much lady in the bus n trapped me to the corner dirty-half wet seat.
result as dirty trouser as turn out of the bus. still a beginning of the work day.
so, how come i can love monday??

this morning is a perfect one to continue sleeping. too bad that i love my job too much.
think fast and make a quick decision. time is running and instead of doing the whole part at one time i prefer split it into smaller part and complete it one by one.

i cried in my sleeping
i'm searching around and around
but couldn't find you though
i missed you

some people are so fuck damn slow walker . boost up will you? her foot runs as slow as her dead brain. i really have no idea how come she still alive till now . there's must be a miracle.

here is a simple review of commercial break:


call her.... call her not... call her... call her not....
point: execuse me? but i don't get it.


berapa lapis? ratusan! *repeat 100 times*
point: boring. suck.


soklin mb, harganya cuma gopeeeeeeek
point: noraaaaaaaak!


after drink coca cola or when wearing sunglasses the first thing that came out from the guy here is a question: "hi? how r u?"

tata's gathering

some guy from C site will move here in the middle of this month. it's started. damn, i predict that this year will be a hard-uncertain one. any of you have a job vacancy for an ambitious-object oriented-smart worker-available-24 hours-with-leadership-skill MCDBA or Project Manager in a well known reputable foreign company? banking, oil & gas or telecommunication industry is preferable.


note that the office hours should be from Monday to Friday with minimum net salary is 200 pieces of WR Supratman. George Washington or euro is preferable.

i hate those fucking low edu people. fuck them all.

do you believe in thing that called "azab"? in short, it is kinda of chatisement from Above for our sins. well i do. i have seen. many many times. usually it comes when our young ages had left us and we are weak and frail and we need somebody else's help to take care of us. and by the time we realize, it's already too late yet we notice there's no much time left for us.


if i meet a moslem then the first thing in my mind is "bagaimana shalatmu?". i know some people who don't really care, puh.. puh.. it doesn't matter, i can do it another time. there's still tomorrow after all. i choose to say silent and wonder what do they like when their time has arrived. sometimes i hope that i can be there and say "told you so".


but naah, i'm not a holy man after all.

weekend news to share

saturday: finnally, i got this baby in hand. though i should spent so much rupiahs to reach it, and decrease my account's value. thinking that it have to pass several months to earn that such amount. well.. we'll see later wether this stuff will be helpfull for me optimally.


another news at saturday night that VERI finnaly reach the top score for AFI. i'm not speaking about him personally, but the way this person achieving one of his dream was great. besides, with avanza car in hand by about three months 'hard working', that's sound amazing. who doesn't want to be so lucky like that?


sunday: the gathering was succesful enough, at least in my opinion. about 20 friends of this cozy place was there, talking, laughing and lunch. such as little reunion since the last gathering was about 2 weeks after iedul fitri. beside, some other friends who kinda missing for a long time finnaly showed up yesterday. of course, this mom too. despite that she come so late, at least she didn't miss the photo session with others. right, mom?