today is the last day of work and tomorrow we'll be off till december 2nd. we have cleaned up the operation desk and remove some stuff. all data is being back up to external storages. ordinary people might question it but you know the IT people, they always think three steps ahead.


i choose not to doing anything but browsing. what is the use of do some sort of thing and leave it in the middle of your work when you know you can only continue working on it 10 days after?


like my master said once before, soon i will rest. forever sleep. i'll take the chance to study my 4th exam paper which is has been delayed for so long. i've fixed my pc at home, well at least it is capable enough to open a word doc and playing mp3.


since i'm not be able to access internet from home, blog update will be hard to do. it might happen in random and it can only be happened if there's an opening warnet during the incoming holiday where most of people are mudik.


i'm gonna need some good books and VCDs to accompany me in case i get bored. PC games are almost impossible since the two years old king won't let the computer controlled by anyone else but him.


after all, have fun people. have a nice nice holiday. and happy Eidl Fitri

holiday fever

hu hu hu.. emang bawaannya gak bisa kerja kalo mo deket liburan gini. hawanya tuh udah mo berlibur aja.. liat aja pada males mikir semua khan yang pada kerja hari ini. nih buktinya! pada sibuk mikiran liburan n ngerayain lebaran bersama keluarga masing-masing. yihai... holiday will come.. and let's go celebrating... our big day of Eidl Fitri!

when i wrote the previous post i was a little bit regret for not taking a day-off coz of too tired *remember the traffic jam the night before i complained about*. but when it come to the time of going home yesterday, i realized that it's lucky for me that day. beside got some extra money *again* i had an order for cookies from one of my boss. it's not a big qtys order but enough for me making this statement: all 94 pcs cookies i've "impor-ed" from my mum are SOLD OUT! perfect!


updated Nov 20 '03 1:33 PM
i add one thing how i was so lucky though: when evrybody got trapped during the way home yesterday, fortunately i can arrived home at 6 pm. so lucky, thinking that its rains yesterday make whereever street at jakarta was so crowded. when most of my friend still at the streets, i was relaxing in my bed watching TV and enjoy my breakfasting. haha.. it think God was so fair. speaking about how's thing happened just one day before

okay everybody i believe we may start the countdown. only less than 24 hours left before holiday takes place. most of our users had reported to us their over time sched and been notified that certain support will be unavailable.


one good thing about mudik is it frees some space in jakarta. where on earth you can drive about 70 miles along Sudirman - Thamrin at rush hour except around lebaran?

my bus almost got an accident yesterday evening, fortunately the driver didn't lose his control and the brake did its job quite excellent. alhamdulillah we escaped and we had a rarely chance to see by our own eyes a flying corona 100 miles over speeding jumped and bumped and finally landed on the other side of the road, right in front of an incoming heavy brown fuso


well i call it luck. otherwise you guys might have a wounded or could be worse, a dead hawk today

am i brave enough to break the rules?

how's thing when 'just' 15 minutes a pouring rain trapped you in a small-crowded-not cool bus?? the results: about a hour and half 'just' to achieve Pasar Festival from Senen, and about one hour then to continue to pasar minggu. what a day!!

i need to buy a new shoes. perhaps by the end of the year? i love a black boot style like my current shoes just now. weeiii, Pakalolo still fits the most for me ^_^

kemaren akhirnya buka bersama se-direktorat di Pondok Laguna, pacenongan. mm.. mayan enak dan rame pula. sayangnya menunya gak terlalu banyak. ups.. no. menunya cukup banyak cuman sayang gak sebanding dengan jumlah orang yang ikut. istilahnya masih kurang puas deh makannya


brangkat dari kantor abis magrib, jadi sempat buka dulu. sampe sana, wah rameee bang-get. kayaknya pada manfaatin momen buat buka bersama sesama karyawan kantor. kelar ampir jam 8, terus gue nebeng salah satu mobil n dituruin di prapatan kuningan-gatsu.

one good thing about Eidl Fitri or other great public holiday like new year eve is vendors usually send us gift or parcel. dendeng juhi as a start and i'm expecting something bigger. my boss was hoping for a handphone whoaaaa... office day is only three days left, well, 3.5 actually and i bet most people are thinking about the incoming vacation instead of what they are doing right now.


just returned from the production line. puh, it was so damn hot there. now i'm losing my mood to continue working.



btw, this movie soundtrack really rocks me, the same thing that bon jovi's everyday did once ago. but i can't turn it on right now or my fellow room will complain about the high-ear cracking-noisy level.




how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core

hu hu hu.. finally i get my THR!!
it's almost 3 times higher from the 'other' one received on last friday.
good thing, at least it's already net value. so i don't have to know it's included tax already or not

thank you for helping me decide which one to buy. i bet i am much much smarter when to choose which computer should be bought.


wake me up inside
wake me up inside
call my name and save me from the dark
bid my blood to run
before i come undone
save me from the nothing i've become


(bring me to life)

i hope i don't have to work over time tomorrow. i hate working on saturday.

lebaran is just around the corner. the atmospher almost look likes 2-3 days aproaching that big day. i just received that big 'parcel'. yup, that minyak goreng, blue band, sirup, etc . they all packed in a big plastic handbag. just wonder how i get home with 'big' present like this?

one of my lists of movies i wanna see asap!

just signed the THR slip. TAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm gonna kick that goverment's ass. greedy bitch. do they still lack of money to corrupt?

busy... busy... busy....

it is funny when we try to block a part of our memory from being arise again since when it does it only brings that pain back but somehow we welcome that feeling. feeling of lonely. feeling of hurt. though it doesn't hurt as much as it did before but our heart still skips a beat whenever it pays us a visit.


it is said that memory of the lost ones remain beautiful and stay in people's heart forever. though we choose to move on but a part of our heart is still left behind. and sometimes we still painting those days back, listening to our favourite songs or visit places that played a part of the story.


though time can change everything, it can never bring yesterday back. and we should move along the road of life, let all those things left behind, covered by the dying leaves. accept it and let it go. star is unreachable and so does a certain heart.

i wish i could go home and playing game along with this free internet connection . my boss informed that the THR has been transferred i should check it and make sure everything is ok.

we should be proud of indo for its naturally treasure, strategic geographic position, kindly people bla bla bla... bah. bullshit. take a look around and see what all those things have given to you. more over how good we can maintain them all without being greedy?


be proud of what you had achieved by your effort. not for a present from someone else.

i really wanna do this.
take a long long vacation with someone special *ehem*. how romantic!
anyway, its sunset just remind me of the beautiful beach of my hometown. can't hardly wait to be there with all the family celebrating iedul fitri

she will resign by the end of the month and choose to be a house-wife and i know i'm gonna lose a best friend of mine, the one who helped me stood and stayed beside me when the world seems to turn its face from me.


as i keep saying to my self; nothing lasts forever.

the engineering guy had asked us what's our plan regarding to lebaran. well, some servers will be shut down while some others remain on line. specific support will be unavailable and please do not contact to our cell phone -i add my self the last sentence- holiday is approaching and i can smell it, so pack your bag and take a breath. it's time to play.

it said just Rp 559000 cost. then when it come to receive the ticket, they cost becomes Rp 799.000.
oh God! can you serve customer much better?? though the demand sure so high, you just can't increase the price as you want!!

damn Indo traffic. it took more than it should be. the corrupt stupid local authority should be eliminated for being indifferent and money oriented

we really need to check on the C site for routine maintenance by tomorrow. beside THR is just around the corner and the on site app needs some adjustment. oh well what the heck. it makes no different at all. i still have to leave at 5:15 am.

as i return to my office some problems have been waiting inpatiently. the server has stopped, forces me to delete some files to free some space. after further investigation i found out what caused it. yet the slow traffic is still misteryous. still can't figure out why.


next, more virus threat forces us to stay alert and awake all the time. we are scheduled to check the C site by tomorrow but with this threat, it more likely we will be forced to stay at home, well i hope so.


btw about the diare i don't think that pempek is the primary suspect. its cuka was kind of sweet type. i think the pudding is indicent too. why else does a milky fruity pudding want to harm you anyway? i bet the chicken roaster is not our concern too. since all suspects have been eliminated, the only thing that left is bakmi japos.

the taxi come so early this morning.
it started at 10 minutes to 6 am then arrived at 6.15 am. just take 25 minutes along pasar minggu to senen. if only each days in Jakarta always like this, thanks God!!

can't hardly wait to see the movie!

a friend of mine just offered me to do some investment with other guys.
it's not so big amount value with rate 7% per month.
as first trial, it can be as join investment from 2 persons. ok, i'll take it!

news of today

the good news:
i get some extra money today. not bad. enough for paying the boardinghouse cost, i think


the bad news:
bulbul should be just lying now in his bed for some rest. he just broke his fasting today, coz of diare. and guess what? when i called him, he's watching tv and playing a while with his 2 years old cute nephew. what a naughty bird!!

fuhh.. i think i got a flu.
and they said it seems there will be additional working time today. uuhh.. sounds perfect, huh?

if
a beauty is what you wanna see
i'll give you a summer night under northern light


and if
a bridge to heaven is what you need
i'll paint rainbow in the sky

i'm burning. somebody please bring me . the heavier the better.